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Sounds good to me Brook.

Im so glad Beren wrote what he did as I really felt silly with the thoughts I had. I wasnt silent about them as Ortho had a thread I first noted the feelings.

I know that when I came here yesterday the forum felt different.....calmer and I like the change.


I thought it could be just what was in the atmosphere. Waves of some kind until I read what Beren wrote. All I know is I feel good and peacefull once again. LOL

Loving it !

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Truly, Peace is all I seek, and I too love what Beren wrote....but I will voice what I feel when I feel it, and a healing is in order as I see it.

so let the healing begin :wub2:

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What if abraxasinas is attempting to defect from darkness to light? What if abraxasinas is perfectly possessed by a 'Hathorian' entity which mirrored the avatar? What if this 'Hathorian' entity is trying to become reformed? What if other entities who objected to this are the ones responsible for the attacks? I see abraxasinas as sort of a Leo Zagami type of person...trying to do the right thing...but in deep, deep, deep spiritual do-do. Just my usual speculation. I avoided the abraxasinas thread because I didn't feel prepared spiritually, intellectually, and emotionally. I have felt as though I were under attack...going back to my childhood...just one big attack! Are we in the middle of sort of a Spiritual Armageddon? I think so. Don't get mad at me for saying these things. I don't really know. I'm just trying to continue to work with an ongoing hypothesis of what's going on. Avalon is sort of a strange laboratory! Pursuing ethical and psychological development should supercede spiritual or supernatural pursuits. Don't dabble people! This stuff is dangerous! Stay detached and academic. I try to be provocative and sarcastic to break the spell...so to speak. I'm mad...but I do have a method. Speaking of mad...when will 'Thuban Thoughts' be restored to it's rightful place on the forum?

:original: Namaste :wub2: Constitutional :wink2: Responsible :wub2: Freedom :original:

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This is a test for sure and you can see what is being tested. If the foundation sucks and is reinforced with just mud to cover up the cracks, when a real storm hits, those cracks will be exposed for what they are. All the superficial mud is falling off and the true essence of what is here is being exposed. If you want it to get back to the way it was, we will have to do this all over again down the road. I hate doing things twice. I said in the Thuban Thoughts thread that many lessons are coming our way from this Thuban scenario. Here they are. Just don't forget where you have been in all of this.

I think the peanut gallery has left the building. There is still a clean up that needs to be mopped up and the wounded need some serious attention. While many will just go home, many of us will work through the night to work on the wounded as it is often never done in one dressing.

Blessings to All

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I like where things are going now :wub2::wub2::wub2:

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:thumb_yello::thumb_yello::thumb_yello:


Better to say it straight out then hide behind PMs is how I truly feel about that.

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A lot of "what ifs" but thats how you feel and its fine and I hope you get your answers.

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people on this site,
have been attacked since it started ???

moderators, who apparently got boils, etc.,
and, this was a long time, b4, abraxas showed up

and, many people on this site,
have told, many of the people,
what to do about it, too !!!

few listen, very, very sad

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I do.

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Oh, the faux nobility. The real heros leave their egos at the door. stick a log in the old...pipe

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I'm not talking about the make believe demons you swat at. I'm talking about real attacks. Accounts from people who weren't already front loaded and primed by their inability to tell reality from fantasy. Of course anyone who thinks demons and dragons hide around every corner are going to find them there.

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regarding the psychic attacks reported:

i have sensed the same, so i know the reports are not baseless - when it comes to this i do trust my receivers i do. well trained by now...

the exchanger is totally off with her PM conspiracy supposition:thumbdown: ..totally off.

best wishes l :







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I see some roses growing over the battle field .
If your enemy made your Heart stronger and made you humble
than forgive and bless him for he will have brought out of you your very best .

Peace to all
mudra

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MP2

There is no absolute need at any moment in time that anyone persuade you in anything.
But I am afraid that you can't see the forest for the trees.

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Healing is what we seek now. To repair the damage.

Bruised egos are not a high priority on that list.

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myplanet2 wrote


you too myplanet2 are totally off, but then again i understand - you may have not had that experience, i wish you never do..if you had one, you would well know what a psychic attack feels like.

i am not a fantacist.

best wishes l:wink2:

p..s. you are tireless and that's impressive.



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In a controversy the instant we feel anger
we have already ceased striving for the truth,
and have begun striving for ourselves.
Buddha

In the sky, there is no distinction of east and west;
people create distinctions out of their own minds
and then believe them to be true.
Buddha

Those who are free of resentful thoughts
surely find peace.
Buddha

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well no need to be afraid, Beren. I see just fine. demons just don't come around me anymore. My love seems to feel like holy water to them or something. You should have seen this mantis a while back. Ran away making whistling kettle sounds.

I'm talking discerning the real from the fantasy. Not "Ooh, I felt bad so it must have been the devil." What I don't get is why people insist on recreating these old tired games anymore. Just delaying the inevitable. I've already seen a couple of people state they felt attacked and related it to the Abrax connection. this is something we should know about. Anyone else?

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Don't assume, Lightblue. I've had many contacts. some real. some self generated. And that blue font is still really hard to see in minty. consider picking another colour?

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And in the mornings the Lord Shiva would only play with colours. :original:

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Neither are peoples rights to determine their own priorities, apparently.

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Dear myplanet2
I chose my colours and that won't change. :original:

you may want to change yours, it'll be up to you.

best wishes in your endevours l




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That's your reality MP2.....I don't doubt your description of your reality...Why do you doubt others??

Thanks

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ewhite,

Your post is excellent.

By the way the forum is STILL a beacon of love and light, and by our collective intent we should keep it that way.

AJ..