Inreasing Difficulties.

[2infinityandbeyond]

Originally Posted by Tuza

The anger, the emotions, everything has been heightened this year, which makes it worse for me because I do have a chemical imbalance. It has been difficult to stay here, but I have an 85 year old mother who is a widow and would be devastated if I did something and so would my kids. Got to be strong, some people with worse than me still here that is how I try to look at it. Something definitely going on.

I wouldnt go for an easy escape because i know id be ****** of at myself. We must be here for a reason, and whatever that may be we must see it through!
I like to think of it like when i was at work doing a job like holding up rafters above my head, the pain would be so intense but i would have to persist. The only consolation and motivation to this was knowing that eventually the pain and discomfort would be over. Nothing lasts forever.

You must be in your 40's? Well done for hanging in there this long! Especially considering the energies that are running through this planet right now.