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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Ontario, Earth, Milky Way, Love, Infinity x2
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So this is why all these bad memories are coming back as well as memories that I thought had been long lost.
(well maybe not but it's still refreshing and a bit frightening at the same time) |
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Join Date: Oct 2008
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Glad to see you on line, Humble Janitor. Hope you
are feeling better. Blessings Noela |
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I dont need a label !
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: The Shire of Wilt
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Lately I've been feeling really fed up and bored with life, I want some thing to happen, I'm fed up just waiting around. I want to get on with things and fulfill my purpose here but change seems to always be just a little while off.
![]() My patience is running out
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Swanny,
Just a thought. Don Juan said that a warrior sits, still, waiting for his moment to shine. Be glad when it is still because when it engages you will have no time. Take time out in nature and make sure your are stocked to the gills with the earth and cosmic energy. The waiting can be teadious but the result is really worth it. Hang in there my friend. |
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I dont need a label !
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Thx LL
![]() I hear what your saying, but I've been waiting for over 40 years now and it seems tomorrow never comes. Hopefully the waiting will be over soon, if I have to wait another 40 years I'm worried I might leave just before the fun starts and miss it all. |
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I dont need a label !
Join Date: Sep 2008
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These DNA upgrades don't seem to happen for me, I remember a few months ago people saying there was to be one and then people said how they felt so much better after it, when I said I didn't notice anything I was told I'm not ready
![]() The same with other predictions that don't happen, they just say the time line changed ![]() I'm beginning to think that nobody has the slightest clue whats going to happen
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These changes are happening in the subtle energies, if you are spiritually disconnected for some reason then you probably wont experience much up until the very near future. |
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Avalon Senior Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: U.K.
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This is quite poignant a posting,thanks-i have just had a really intense argument with my mum-we're sound now but this rings very true with what's occurring in my life at the moment-ride the waves men (and women) lol.I have just read this posting out to her and it freaked her!!
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Right now, I'm riding on a tidal wave of energy. I always tend to bounce back stronger after each illness. |
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Swanny mate,
Concentrate on the here and now. Hope that doesn't sound patronising. The thing is, You are not here for the update. You will bypass that physical upgrade. When you move on from here you will have it for the next one. So of us are helping the next generation through this. Without all of us none of this can happen. Your are here and thats mad enough? lol some of us need to be there to hold the door open between the generations. Love to you my friend. LL |
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: S.E. Saskatchewan
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This resonates with me as well. Months before and since finding you all, I have first experienced anxiousness, lately remorse for everyone I have ever hurt or wronged in my life, and now am trying to deal with forgiveness and moving on. I definetly feel a shift or change in the works and have my worries about my family and friends, but have the determination and belief to see this through.
Thanks for this Tone3 |
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The only thing I will say is that the change is upon us and what ever happens I will be there shinning in love with all those that wish that love for the future. I just try and trust myself and know what is good for me therefore good for the all, picking my way through the mine field of predictions, info, disonfo and Walt Disney. By the way Forty Years??????? I've waited for London buses longer than that. You need an Harmonica, helps pass the time. Last edited by lawlessline; 02-06-2009 at 03:00 PM. |
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I've been having short bouts of self loathing, finding myself being rubbed the wrong way & rubbing others the wrong way, especially family members. A bit of a hair trigger w/posts... moments of "mean spiritedness" even. I spot these however, sometimes I cause upsets that I regret and then spend time balancing out. It's all very tiresome and disappointing to myself.
Anger issues, things I thought I've dealt with. I've been recalling some past memories and can only think "forgiveness"... but also have been having bits of exquisite dreams, pure love bytes. And I also feel as though none of really knows what's going on, not that that's a bad thing... just IS. Meanwhile I'm investing energies into self sufficiency, off the grid, gardening, greenhouse... positive generating getting-the-fingernails-dirty work... honing in on nature that surrounds me here in the country. Have also added some superior supplements to support brain chemisty balance as I seem to be mentally sluggish with an attitude... I keep say ..."whatever" out loud to myself. So, am I ready? Dunno what to be ready FOR... I'm working on balance mostly day to day. Glad to be able to voice myself here even tho sometimes I'm harsh. Self forgiveness here! |
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I'm with you Swanster!!, everything you say I agree with here and your other posts too.
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Scotland
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Tnaks for this posting Tone3 - I had been anticipating your next instalment.
Peace Iain |
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I dont need a label !
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Thx again LL ![]() And Tone3 that might explain why I've been fed up lately, I lost my soul mate 17 years ago and always think about her every day but just lately I've been talking to her much more than normal. Like the past is coming back to me more than normal, I'm not sad I got over that stage along time ago, but I think I'm more confused that ever at the mo, even have the eye thing going on ![]() EpiphaMe I seem to have little paitience for normal people at the mo. ![]() Feel a bit like a stranger in this land, good job I found you strange people to talk to |
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I dont need a label !
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In that case I want to go to the 4th density right now
![]() Where's my potters wheel??? |
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Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: Connecticut
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Jeez, I am relieved to read all these posts, bc I have not been able to stand myself for the past week, it's a validation to see I am not alone. I feel like I am disappointing myself for having these feelings surface that I thought I had LONG ago processed; didn't think I had it in me anymore to react in sarcasm and snap at ppl. But no, it's in there, and it's vibrating to the surface so we can let it sift out, right? 6 weeks of this? oh goodie
![]() My bad memories have to do with the way I treated myself, didn't trust myself, felt like a bad person for saying something, not being who I was meant to be, I suppose. Being small, not Big. I have made amends to others long long ago, so now I am surprised that my anger is toward me. Yes, I too want to be further along and am frustrated lately. Yes, dreams have taken on these epic proportions, and I have not been lucid in them for the last week; all these themes of being in a very small group of people who are walking the Earth after some kind of event that has taken most everyone off the planet. Certain of us are exploring empty homes, and I find little trinkets of their lives, and I see how different I have lived. This morning a dream in the same setting - hardly any people left on the planet, I find a group of people who join together. We are in a car going against the flow of traffic - there are four lanes travelling toward us and we somehow avoid collision. I find in an empty house a bunch of crystal instruments shaped like magnifying glasses - When you hold them up to eye-height, there are noticable different colored geometric shapes that come to life on the magnifying glass and stimulate the brain and create an internal ripple. Most can't view them without too much anxiety. These, I need to keep, I think. I felt that this mood I have been in is part of some process; I don't go backwards to re-live things, I just send it intention and let it transform to the best of my ability; and ask for help in this endeavor. |
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Yes Dakini, you have to let it play itself out. But like I said, you can rifle through them quicker if you practice the love and light, or another way of saying it would be forgiving yourself.
I thought that I had left behind my old paradigms and irradicated them with meditation and so fourth. However, they where still burried down in there and they came on full force. |
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Location: Connecticut
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May I refer you to this thread : http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/s...ead.php?t=7469 on Forgiveness. Ra: "I am Ra. Our understanding of karma is that which may be called inertia. Those actions which are put into motion will continue using the ways of balancing until such time as the controlling or higher principle which you may liken unto your braking or stopping is invoked. This stoppage of the inertia of action may be called forgiveness. These two concepts are inseparable" -- Bless you all at this time of quickening. A.. |
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Avalon Senior Member
Join Date: Sep 2008
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my rage/anger/resentment issues that plagued me for all this time were really surprising to everyone around me...i got accused of doing drugs, being an alcoholic, going insane...
i am quite vocal and verbal about what i am going through..i guess everyone got used to it being the "good stuff" i was going through...not the "negative".. its funny though but the level of intensity of these emotions was quite amazing and also strange as i carried on with the rest of my life quite remarkably well...as in..well in the past having just one major resentment/argument with someone would affect the whole rest of my life...this time it was like 10 people and a "hurricane/tornado" of negative emotions spewing out of me..but...nothing was affected in my "daily" life..which is VERY unusual for me! in fact, i really cannot believe how great everything is now and that not only do i not have any more oppressive people in my life..but i feel very cleansed by just ******* forgiving the *******s. i dunno i just wanted to share... kinda random i guess.. sorry if that bugs ya! |
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