Do you feel the evil that flits through this board?

[Carol]

I do understand what you are saying here Egg as I've often done and still do work on the other side. But I've also learned how to program myself before going to sleep to go home and renew.

Your thread is somewhat ironic as I was talking about something along these lines in a long conversation with a friend earlier. We are inter-dimensional travelers so have been to many places. However, after experiencing the peaceful place we were discussing this war zone we inhabit in our bodies and the whole issue of choices and how the soul grows when faced with a combination of conflict and the choices one makes. None of this is looked upon as bad but rather, instead, is looked upon experiences to learn and grow from.

I think the key element is that eventually one learns that true joy comes from being selfless and engaging in selfless acts of kindness. This is what choice is really about. It is about moving beyond emotions like anger and fear and instead operating from a truly generous heart. It is not to say there not moments of anger or fear.. but it does put the emphasis on choice and how one chooses to move forward in life.

Originally Posted by Egg

@ Carol. I agree sleep should indeed be a beautiful restful place, but some times one is as busy at night as they are during the day.

Last night I spent time comforting a passed over relative who died almost a year to this day ago. That kept me 'busy' till 6am and they had been pointed towards the light and accepted its time to pass over.

As for the bad dreams of late? I can say that although I do have super positivity, and the Egg keeps darkness at bay, some times I juts plain forget to shut the door behind me when I wander off into the night.