Do you feel the evil that flits through this board?

[Egg]

I am trying hard to put my thoughts into words, and at this time they are all trying to rush out in one great jumble, so please hear me out until the end, and then make your judgement against me and what I write.

I realise that firstly people will say 'but i am not evil or bad', and I agree. Reading the majority of the words here on the boards can bring great comfort and peace of mind with like minded individuals intent on doing good and raising the light that shines in this world.

But that is not what I am feeling or experiencing here as I try to convey this to you all.

I can say that since joining Avalon, reading the posts and threads I have never experienced such spiritual darkness, such malevolence and ill intent swirling about a board as I have this December. It is like a desperate cornered animal that knows its time is short and is lashing out in any way it can to prolong its life.

I accuse no one individual of this, because it is deeper than that. It feels like a shadow, seen like a flitting fleeting image at the edges of reality as it stalks and gathers around its victims; ever trying to throw darkness into the world through its actions against people on a physicval, spiritual and higher plane existence. A word here, a picture there, no one individual, but a seemingly random pattern that cannot be pinned down, but as a whole it is like a dark cloak spread over the board; a cloak that is trying to lure and lull people back into spiritual and metaphysical sleep once more.

I have experienced it in my own short time here in the form of dreams and visions - dark dreams filled with dark shadow like creatures of the like I have never seen or even read about before - so dark they are sucking at the light, trying to make the world about them black and devoid of all light as they are, because in the light they see their own demise.

I feel like there is some thing deeply dark that feels threatend and under seige by the light and love spread through peoples networks here on Avalon, and it is working hard, oh so very hard to put in little whispers of doubt and darkness to muddy the waters, to break peoples will, and to make us doubt ourselves and the very important work and guidance we are carrying out.

So my message is this.

I know you will read this, and I know you will not like me writing this, and further more I know you will continue to try and snuff out the warmth and light that is building world wide through the subtle but constant use of doubts and fears, but hear this now.

I am Egg, I am a light seed, and I fear no darkness; for stood with me is the light, and in that light stand those ready to defend me till the very end of time itself. You fear this light, you fear it illuminating your dark corners and even darker being, but I am here on Avalon and am trying to help people, awaken them, let them see and then shake free from the bonds of darkness, and raise ever higher into that loving and all embracing light.

We are light, we are love, and we will not be bowed back into the darkness to blunder around blinded once more in the depth of the wilderness you call home.