Looking for some first steps..

procrastinator · 09-24-2008, 01:46 AM

Hello All. I have spent a few weeks going from searching for UFO videos on youtube.. realizing there may be something to it.. to hearing well.. just about everything.

As an experiment I decided to let myself to believe things and not get hung up on details and conspiracies. What happened was, I ended up being the same depressed bored person with a negative mind-spin lol. I realized that even if other beings came to earth and gave me free energy and long life, I might not feel a heck of a lot better.

So.. I realized that I'm in a bit of a spiritual pickle, and before I try to learn how to survive in the bush, or a war, or a utopia, I need to learn how to be positive and loving! I was wondering if someone who has been in this place has some ideas of how to break the cycle?

Also.. I should volunteer that I have been through a lot in the past few years and these things may need time to unravel, and am prone to depression, so.. I'm just looking for some tips or techniques that may be helpful to me and to others who are wondering what it takes to start contributing a positive energy outward...

I hope this isn't selfish and that others like me might benefit from the feedback.

09-24-2008, 01:46 AM	#1
procrastinator Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: saint john, new brunswick canada Posts: 27	Looking for some first steps.. Hello All. I have spent a few weeks going from searching for UFO videos on youtube.. realizing there may be something to it.. to hearing well.. just about everything. As an experiment I decided to let myself to believe things and not get hung up on details and conspiracies. What happened was, I ended up being the same depressed bored person with a negative mind-spin lol. I realized that even if other beings came to earth and gave me free energy and long life, I might not feel a heck of a lot better. So.. I realized that I'm in a bit of a spiritual pickle, and before I try to learn how to survive in the bush, or a war, or a utopia, I need to learn how to be positive and loving! I was wondering if someone who has been in this place has some ideas of how to break the cycle? Also.. I should volunteer that I have been through a lot in the past few years and these things may need time to unravel, and am prone to depression, so.. I'm just looking for some tips or techniques that may be helpful to me and to others who are wondering what it takes to start contributing a positive energy outward... I hope this isn't selfish and that others like me might benefit from the feedback.