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![]() The very very lovely Franky Ma will be hosting her chat show with guests Arthur Smith (comedian/writer/ bbc radio presenter) and 'me' (paranoid loony/delusional psycho/head the ball). I am sure it will be well worth tuning in for! Arthur is a very funny bloke. So why not tune in? On the Edge and Edge TV is obviously trying to get some alternative information out. So come and support it if you can. We need these things to grow. http://www.edgemediatv.com/index.html Matthew Delooze Newsletter Hello folks , after having had a strange week its nice to look back on it and think that I haven't been in any scraps nor have I felt under strain for a full 5 days or so (wow!). My emotions over the last few months (even years) have been topsy turvy to say the least. Bloody sheer lunacy my mam would have said if she had witnessed recent events that's for sure. One minute I imagine myself winning the lotto, getting the girl and saving the world etc, just like a James Bond type figure but the next minute I am thinking how I'm actually even going to survive through the next few days as I wallow in depression and frustration. My life really is like that and has been for 10 years now. I have a strong yearning to carry out some kind of prophecy through completing a long series of difficult if not impossible spiritual tasks. I have known this since my awakening and I now always follow my intuition and the direction that has been consciously with me since the 10th October 1998. If I had a choice I would have chosen an easy type of awakening with angels comforting me and someone patting me on the head saying things like 'AHH did ums' etc ![]() I remember being referred to a psychiatrist in 2001 who was supposed to help me. He couldn't help me because he didn't know what was wrong. He knew I wasn't suffering f rom psychosis though. I told this psychiatrist and other people that I would one day be on TV to give out a message of importance. The psychiatrist laughed at me and I could see in his face that he knew I was a broken man and the statement about TV must have sounded ludicrous to say the least. His face said shut up.... how could a head the ball lunatic like you end up on TV. I am no TV star. I am only too aware of that. I am a prematurely aged stuttering and farting tosser from Lancashire. So it should become obvious to people that it is only the messages and information I have that matters and the force that woke me up in 1998 has carved the path that I am onand the same force will attract you to the information 'if' you need it. This force could simply be a form of psychosis I realise that, there is not a week goes by without me questioning the things I say and the things I do. I am sure a few of you question your sanity now and again. This force has led me in to some shocking situations but it has always been for the best in the long run. I am prepared to go anywhere that I am led. Anyway. I have written a new article about a video promoting the Olympic games (Linked below) I have broken it down and showed a few stills. This type of info is not everyone's cup o'tea but this one really is worth a read whatever. That's it for this week. I am live on TV tomorrow (see link below) please tune in if you can. Now online to watch: http://www.edgemediatv.com/watchonli...ontheedge.html Matthew Delooze on Sky TV Last edited by Antaletriangle; 10-22-2008 at 02:48 PM. Reason: Updates to watch online now |
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