First Post Here (and some background)

Axolotl X · 10-13-2008, 02:16 AM

Hi everybody, it's good to be here among fellow open-minded yet mostly positive people like myself.

I am 25 years old and a journalist who mostly wanted to write about sports...I ended up going to a fine college in the most heavily-Arabic area in the United States per capita and that helped open my eyes to everything.

I was pro-Iraq war at first because I remember watching a story on the history channel about the gulf and my dad was like "If we had taken out Saddam back then we'd be doing fine today" or something, so I agreed that we should go to Iraq and take him out.

Boy was I wrong.

Strangely enough it was my group, the Society of Journalists' event that brought Michael Moore to campus that really opened my eyes. The video of suffering Iraqi civilians sparked me to research what the *#% was really going on and what our motives were.

I had always been scared of aliens growing up and was always a believer...I was afraid to sleep on my top bunk bed near the window because of abduction shows I had seen (some logic) and slept on the floor.

Where am I going with this? Not quite sure...nor am I sure what's going on in the world. I consider myself a very spiritual person now and I usually follow my instinct...right now I am feeling worried a bit on the inside yet strangely calm at the same time.

All I hope is that things don't get life threatening for a few years so I can make enough money to move out and begin planning for the real craziness that could possibly come...please tell me I have a couple years or so until *#*& really hits the fan...!?

I live in SE Michigan in a middle-class neighborhood 30 min from Detroit.

More to come in future posts about my background including one (potentially) really interesting coincidence I discovered last night `-`

10-13-2008, 02:19 AM

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ralok_j · 10-13-2008, 02:27 AM

Don't leave us hanging, tell your story.

Axolotl X · 10-13-2008, 02:51 AM

Well there is a lot of stuff to tell, mostly intuitions, thoughts, and my different ways of looking at things and other views I have cultivated over much observation.

I think my sports background serves me well in regards to stuff that is going on in the world because I am a very analytical person and I draw a lot of parallels between the chess matches that go on in different sports and the current events/agendas of the powerful people controlling things in the world today.

I'll reveal a lot of them in my posts on here.

But what I thought was kinda neat last night was this...I was doing a lot of research and curiosity reading about freemasons...NWO...etc...I stayed up til 3 just reading about all this stuff and thinking deeply about the symbolism involved with the all-seeing eye, satanic rituals etc...reptilians...

and then I went into my room to go to sleep and saw this old bag of watercolor paintings I did...

the one that immediately came to mind after i turned out the lights was this collage I did a few years back. Completely random but here's what the collage consists of:

-At the top is this picture of a young reptile fetus in an egg...
-In the middle is a large, all-seeing eye framed by some fancy architecture.
-the outsides are like flames...kinda like hell/the underworld
-the bottom left is this train going toward the right. not sure what this means.

And the coup-de-grace is a large scimitar piercing the giant eye in the middle.

Like saying perhaps we can defeat them with knowledge, I don't know. The painting is still unfinished. Maybe I need to finish it now...to continue the symbolism or something.

Maybe it was a ouija board-type force that compelled me to paint this thing.

-...I've always felt I had some sort of greater purpose in life...and that I was capable of big things. When I was young I was a leader and then in high school I lost my confidence a bit only to rebound in college. Being a loser in high school gave me perspective and compassion...

who the hell knows. I'm just thinking aloud here....tell me what you think and if that means anything at all

On

Shellie · 10-13-2008, 03:01 AM

Dearborn?

Axolotl X · 10-13-2008, 05:56 AM

yep, haha. what do you think of my crazy painting

raulduke · 10-13-2008, 07:17 AM

Howdy Axotol X,

Good to have you here. I noticed that you had said that it was a Michael Moore event that had opened your eyes. My guess is that if you are researching topics like the freemasons, nwo, etc., you have moved on past Moore's simplitic explanations: i.e; Bush is just dumb. I'll throw this out there anyway though.

Here. is a link to a good thread on this subject concerning Michael Moore, Bill Cooper, and Alex Jones.
http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/s...=michael+moore

I think that the general consesus here on Moore is, that he is good for getting people interested in these topics, but beyond that, not much. Likely, but not certainly, he is a disinformation agent.

The latter two (from the linked thread) are imo, spot on.
Now, you will find in researching Cooper's writings or his old radio show, "The Hour Of The Time", that Cooper had a strong distate for Jones.

Unfortunately, they saw fit to murder a good man, and Cooper is no longer w/ us.
While I would never speak for the late great William Cooper, since he died in 2001, Alex Jones has progressed to the point that I believe Bill would have a different opinion of him.
Alex is out in front of us screaming to wake up. He can be loud and sometimes aggressive, but after looking at the same things he is, you would like understand his frustration.

Good luck finshing the collage. Maybe you could post the image when it's complete.

peace brother.

Axolotl X · 10-13-2008, 05:58 PM

Yeah I know Moore is not the best source of info but he does what he sets out to do and that's to get people to wake up and realize certain things that are going on in the world and he manages to be entertaining while doing that.

Basically what it comes down to with me is that no one in my family would ever believe any of this stuff...I feel very alone in regards to my feelings on the state of the world and also my egalitarian view of other cultures/races/ethnicities etc...

Growing up I could have been an "All-American" kind of guy but I strayed and I always have this feeling like I didn't measure up to what my family wanted me to be.

It seems that because I didn't fulfill my typical white suburban male destiny of being a ladies man and going out and getting drunk every weekend in college etc. and being cool or a "badass" that my family doesn't quite believe in what I'm saying like they used to.

I had a big argument about 9/11 being an inside job with my whole family in the car on a trip and they wouldn't even hear what I had to say. I on the other hand always listen to others' viewpoints and at least consider what they have to say.

My brother and my dad seem to believe in aliens but anything beyond that they would never consider and they still take great satisfaction from being the "alpha male" type thing...whereas I have moved away from that.

It's reached a point where I need to go off on my own but the economy is so bad and I chose a stupid profession in terms of money.

I feel that if I had someone who really believed what I was saying I could be a great leader and inform people of what's really going on and stuff because I have those qualities but without the support of my family it makes it tough for me.

Dantheman62 · 10-13-2008, 06:16 PM

Hey A, my opinion is not to worry about what your family thinks and stop trying to convince them of anything because it will just drive you crazy. Just get on with your life and do what you do! If the ET's or whatever do show up than they will see. Otherwise when they ask you how everythings going , you just say fine and dandy and move on. Oh and you will meet like minded people soon because more and more people are waking up!

10-13-2008, 02:16 AM	#1
Axolotl X Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 4	First Post Here (and some background) Hi everybody, it's good to be here among fellow open-minded yet mostly positive people like myself. I am 25 years old and a journalist who mostly wanted to write about sports...I ended up going to a fine college in the most heavily-Arabic area in the United States per capita and that helped open my eyes to everything. I was pro-Iraq war at first because I remember watching a story on the history channel about the gulf and my dad was like "If we had taken out Saddam back then we'd be doing fine today" or something, so I agreed that we should go to Iraq and take him out. Boy was I wrong. Strangely enough it was my group, the Society of Journalists' event that brought Michael Moore to campus that really opened my eyes. The video of suffering Iraqi civilians sparked me to research what the #% was really going on and what our motives were. I had always been scared of aliens growing up and was always a believer...I was afraid to sleep on my top bunk bed near the window because of abduction shows I had seen (some logic) and slept on the floor. Where am I going with this? Not quite sure...nor am I sure what's going on in the world. I consider myself a very spiritual person now and I usually follow my instinct...right now I am feeling worried a bit on the inside yet strangely calm at the same time. All I hope is that things don't get life threatening for a few years so I can make enough money to move out and begin planning for the real craziness that could possibly come...please tell me I have a couple years or so until #*& really hits the fan...!? I live in SE Michigan in a middle-class neighborhood 30 min from Detroit. More to come in future posts about my background including one (potentially) really interesting coincidence I discovered last night `-`

10-13-2008, 02:19 AM	#2
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10-13-2008, 02:27 AM	#3
ralok_j Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 124	Re: First Post Here (and some background) Don't leave us hanging, tell your story.

10-13-2008, 02:51 AM	#4
Axolotl X Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 4	Re: First Post Here (and some background) Well there is a lot of stuff to tell, mostly intuitions, thoughts, and my different ways of looking at things and other views I have cultivated over much observation. I think my sports background serves me well in regards to stuff that is going on in the world because I am a very analytical person and I draw a lot of parallels between the chess matches that go on in different sports and the current events/agendas of the powerful people controlling things in the world today. I'll reveal a lot of them in my posts on here. But what I thought was kinda neat last night was this...I was doing a lot of research and curiosity reading about freemasons...NWO...etc...I stayed up til 3 just reading about all this stuff and thinking deeply about the symbolism involved with the all-seeing eye, satanic rituals etc...reptilians... and then I went into my room to go to sleep and saw this old bag of watercolor paintings I did... the one that immediately came to mind after i turned out the lights was this collage I did a few years back. Completely random but here's what the collage consists of: -At the top is this picture of a young reptile fetus in an egg... -In the middle is a large, all-seeing eye framed by some fancy architecture. -the outsides are like flames...kinda like hell/the underworld -the bottom left is this train going toward the right. not sure what this means. And the coup-de-grace is a large scimitar piercing the giant eye in the middle. Like saying perhaps we can defeat them with knowledge, I don't know. The painting is still unfinished. Maybe I need to finish it now...to continue the symbolism or something. Maybe it was a ouija board-type force that compelled me to paint this thing. -...I've always felt I had some sort of greater purpose in life...and that I was capable of big things. When I was young I was a leader and then in high school I lost my confidence a bit only to rebound in college. Being a loser in high school gave me perspective and compassion... who the hell knows. I'm just thinking aloud here....tell me what you think and if that means anything at all On

10-13-2008, 03:01 AM	#5
Shellie Banned Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Austin, Texas Posts: 267	Re: First Post Here (and some background) Dearborn?

10-13-2008, 05:56 AM	#6
Axolotl X Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 4	Re: First Post Here (and some background) yep, haha. what do you think of my crazy painting

10-13-2008, 07:17 AM	#7
raulduke Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: USA Posts: 454	Re: First Post Here (and some background) Howdy Axotol X, Good to have you here. I noticed that you had said that it was a Michael Moore event that had opened your eyes. My guess is that if you are researching topics like the freemasons, nwo, etc., you have moved on past Moore's simplitic explanations: i.e; Bush is just dumb. I'll throw this out there anyway though. Here. is a link to a good thread on this subject concerning Michael Moore, Bill Cooper, and Alex Jones. http://www.projectavalon.net/forum/s...=michael+moore I think that the general consesus here on Moore is, that he is good for getting people interested in these topics, but beyond that, not much. Likely, but not certainly, he is a disinformation agent. The latter two (from the linked thread) are imo, spot on. Now, you will find in researching Cooper's writings or his old radio show, "The Hour Of The Time", that Cooper had a strong distate for Jones. Unfortunately, they saw fit to murder a good man, and Cooper is no longer w/ us. While I would never speak for the late great William Cooper, since he died in 2001, Alex Jones has progressed to the point that I believe Bill would have a different opinion of him. Alex is out in front of us screaming to wake up. He can be loud and sometimes aggressive, but after looking at the same things he is, you would like understand his frustration. Good luck finshing the collage. Maybe you could post the image when it's complete. peace brother.

10-13-2008, 05:58 PM	#8
Axolotl X Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Posts: 4	Re: First Post Here (and some background) Yeah I know Moore is not the best source of info but he does what he sets out to do and that's to get people to wake up and realize certain things that are going on in the world and he manages to be entertaining while doing that. Basically what it comes down to with me is that no one in my family would ever believe any of this stuff...I feel very alone in regards to my feelings on the state of the world and also my egalitarian view of other cultures/races/ethnicities etc... Growing up I could have been an "All-American" kind of guy but I strayed and I always have this feeling like I didn't measure up to what my family wanted me to be. It seems that because I didn't fulfill my typical white suburban male destiny of being a ladies man and going out and getting drunk every weekend in college etc. and being cool or a "badass" that my family doesn't quite believe in what I'm saying like they used to. I had a big argument about 9/11 being an inside job with my whole family in the car on a trip and they wouldn't even hear what I had to say. I on the other hand always listen to others' viewpoints and at least consider what they have to say. My brother and my dad seem to believe in aliens but anything beyond that they would never consider and they still take great satisfaction from being the "alpha male" type thing...whereas I have moved away from that. It's reached a point where I need to go off on my own but the economy is so bad and I chose a stupid profession in terms of money. I feel that if I had someone who really believed what I was saying I could be a great leader and inform people of what's really going on and stuff because I have those qualities but without the support of my family it makes it tough for me.

10-13-2008, 06:16 PM	#9
Dantheman62 Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: So. Cal. U.S. Posts: 4,205	Re: First Post Here (and some background) Hey A, my opinion is not to worry about what your family thinks and stop trying to convince them of anything because it will just drive you crazy. Just get on with your life and do what you do! If the ET's or whatever do show up than they will see. Otherwise when they ask you how everythings going , you just say fine and dandy and move on. Oh and you will meet like minded people soon because more and more people are waking up! Last edited by Dantheman62; 10-13-2008 at 06:34 PM.