sprituality and breaking down
I have been having moments lately where somethings shine through radiantly... they started a year ago. Its funny... cause I will look at something, like a moth. But I dont see a moth, I see something so beautiful... something shines from it. I experience it in a totally difference sense. It used to happen maybe every couple months... and now it happens daily, sometimes multiple times in a day. I can look at the sky and just hum with the beauty that shines through... which is sometimes dangerous cause it can happen when I am driving. And I am not focused... I remember once looking at a Canadian Goose and started uncontrolably sobbing. Its so different, and very funny.
I have had a dream where I am walking down a path in a forest where I eventually breakdown... some feeling and present force shines through as I gaze upon the shrubs and trees that it completely consumes me. I have to focus just to breath I am so consumed... I fall to my hands and knees because I cannot stand. I think its a precognitive dream, I do receive precognitive dreams every now and again.
I am just curious if anyone else out there experiences this encompassing divinity... because I think this eventually becomes a permanent state of being. I am a little concerned because in the dream it took alot of focus just to move... and I am sure a persons body could die if they decide to only focus on the divinity. I have not met anyone who has gone this far though... and wouldnt mind some guidance.
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