feeling a bit disconnected

dj kelly · 02-15-2010, 01:43 AM

Hello all,
This is my 1st time posting on here, im a 47 yr old guy from England.
The reason for my post, is like a great many of us people who have recently
woken up to the way things realy are, its left me feeling very disconected from everything and every one around me, in a word i feel scared at times,
my life changed about a year ago when i fell down the rabbit hole looking at stuff about ufos, and to my total amazement found alot more things out other than ufos, my light realy has come on in this last year , my understanding of something Greater than what we have here on earth now has gone up 10 fold, but at the same time i look around at my friends and even my family at times and feel totaly isolated in my views and my fears , i guess by posting on here im reaching out to like minded people and trying not to feel so alone with all thats happening in our world today,i talk to my family alot about all of this awsome stuff ,i never preach to them ,i just suggest they search it out them selves, and to be fair to them they do take it on board, the problems im having now is dealing with living almost in 2 worlds, the new world and Consciousness iv learned is very real and the old world im still experiencing are conflicting in me and making my day to day life strange to say the least,when your Consciousness is lifted but all around you, every one else seems to feel nothing, its very disconserting , i was wondering if anyone else on here have had these feelings and if they have now learned to deal with them and continue to grow with out the desperate moments i keep getting sometimes, having said all this i must also say im very exited about my new understandings and feel elated that we as human beings can now move into a much more loving nurturing state, im just very impatient for it to happen to every one

Any way iv made the first move by sharing my thoughts and feelings here and it feels better already, so i send my love and light to you all and hope to post more , in-la-kesh DJ

02-15-2010, 01:43 AM	#1
dj kelly Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: England Posts: 27	feeling a bit disconnected Hello all, This is my 1st time posting on here, im a 47 yr old guy from England. The reason for my post, is like a great many of us people who have recently woken up to the way things realy are, its left me feeling very disconected from everything and every one around me, in a word i feel scared at times, my life changed about a year ago when i fell down the rabbit hole looking at stuff about ufos, and to my total amazement found alot more things out other than ufos, my light realy has come on in this last year , my understanding of something Greater than what we have here on earth now has gone up 10 fold, but at the same time i look around at my friends and even my family at times and feel totaly isolated in my views and my fears , i guess by posting on here im reaching out to like minded people and trying not to feel so alone with all thats happening in our world today,i talk to my family alot about all of this awsome stuff ,i never preach to them ,i just suggest they search it out them selves, and to be fair to them they do take it on board, the problems im having now is dealing with living almost in 2 worlds, the new world and Consciousness iv learned is very real and the old world im still experiencing are conflicting in me and making my day to day life strange to say the least,when your Consciousness is lifted but all around you, every one else seems to feel nothing, its very disconserting , i was wondering if anyone else on here have had these feelings and if they have now learned to deal with them and continue to grow with out the desperate moments i keep getting sometimes, having said all this i must also say im very exited about my new understandings and feel elated that we as human beings can now move into a much more loving nurturing state, im just very impatient for it to happen to every one Any way iv made the first move by sharing my thoughts and feelings here and it feels better already, so i send my love and light to you all and hope to post more , in-la-kesh DJ Last edited by dj kelly; 02-15-2010 at 03:43 PM. Reason: signature