From the heart

Zeddo · 05-25-2009, 02:16 PM

Z0004

Malletzky · 05-25-2009, 03:24 PM

...from the heart...you might laugh, but I knew that one day you'll come out from your heart and show us your true YOU...Indeed, your posts in the last few days has obviously been written from your heart, that's why they resonated so much with me...

Nevertheless, your decision is right...right for you, as it is you who had to make a decision. No need to regret, we've had a wonderful time here on avalon together and will stay soul mates anyway...so I say not bye for ever, but I say see you soon...

with

malletzky

Jonathon · 05-25-2009, 03:56 PM

I see you clearly Zed. Loss of balance leads to loss of clarity and purpose. It is easy to find oneself "dizzy" with information and opinion... many of which leave a trail of discontinuity and little resonance. Take heart, for it is your sword and shield. You are being called away to serve, and serve you shall! We support you. We appreciate you.

Give an update from time to time and let us know if you need help.

futureyes · 05-25-2009, 05:47 PM

thank you zeddo for speaking your truth ... you have brought up something significant re all here ...

what i am feeling is that we are in somewhat of a hold pattern in this moment ... like we're in a waiting room of this shift ... it feels like we're waiting for a new phase to commence ... things having to line up in the grand scheme blueprint ...

if avalon was the waiting room ... perhaps the reason why things feel a little repetitive and a little stale is that we've read all the magazines out for us at this time ...

perhaps there is a reason for this ... perhaps we are meant to say ... "you know what ... i've seen these same magazines ... i feel i need to leave the room and find some newness myself ... i am gravitating to something inspiring ... perhaps i will spend some time in nature ... or paint ... or begin a new writing project ..."

perhaps this waiting room at this juncture acts as a catalyst for us all to reach further ... go beyond ... expand in some new ways ...

perhaps this is generator that allows us to now go within ... draw out something new ... something alive which resonates with us and we have passion for ...

perhaps this acts as our initial knowledge of how to CREATE ...

creating won't stem from reading the same magazines over and over ...

inspiration to create comes from knowledge of what we have accumulated thus far and to now try to create some newness our selves ...

we're going to be doing this in much larger ways forthcoming ... our training will come with some practice runs ... retrieving what it FEELS like to create from inspiration ... from passion ...

we must know how to expand our potentiality ... we've not known too much of this prior ... we've only known to live within boxes of limitation and how much creating is there in those ... not a whole lot ...

once we begin playing with creating from passion ... we can come back to the waiting room ... bringing with us all an entire new set of magazines to share with all ... new mags ... fresh and alive ... we could only find these new magazines on our own ... allowing our selves to create and expand ... feeling great about doing so ...

creating the new can't come about reading the same information over and over ... it derives from a spark of ones own curiosity and passion ... to go within we create without ...

i feel this waiting room we're in now is to allow us to get a little bored and go out and play ... creating something new in this moment will be much different than a year ago or even six months back ... we're ever expanding now anyway ... we just have to come to the knowledge that hey ... it is up to us ... how we create our own lives as well as what we want this world to look like ... the new one ...

not a thing inappropriate with leaving every once in a while and expanding on our own ... we need to learn how to do this ... then come back and we'll once again have new and exciting magazines to read ...

from looking within and creating without ... one day we will find we're all on the same page of the same magazine ... all moving forward ... creating something very beautiful and very inspiring ...

follow your heart ... it knows where it's going ...

Unified Serenity · 05-25-2009, 06:01 PM

((((((((((((((((((Zed)))))))))))))))))))))

Thank you for all you have give and shared. I have been reading here still, and enjoy the information. I have also been very busy on Peggy Kane's site, more for the camaraderie and info that is shared. I have felt more connected and drawn spiritually there, but also here. I guess it's the active sharing that is taking place while it's so quiet here.

There are so many knowledgeable people here, and I love each and every one. I bid you peace and love, and hope to see you again soon!

Love,

Unified Serenity

mudra · 05-25-2009, 06:45 PM

Dear Zeddo,

Just be with the fact that life is always changing but humans always have the ability to live in the moment.
Loving people is the most helpful thing anyone can do.
Wherever you go I know you 'll do this.
We have met through the heart where time and boundaries do not exist.
For this moment of soul reconnection I will ever be gratefull to Avalon.
You have a lot of passion Zeddo and I understand your need to move on .
Many of us are driven to one another and sharing our Love and wisdom
through the internet only is becoming too litle space for us to express our
true potential.
There is a shift in the air ... one needs to recognize it
The standstill that we experience in Avalon is maybe just the sign that
we need to step into the open and bring the wisdom that we learned here
into the new world that we are longing for ..
Will everyone do this alone ?
I feel this we already did before we met .
The question is then should it be done together as a comm-unity and how ?
There is no-coincidence in the bonds we made here.
Let's always keep in mind the broader picture .

Blessings and Love to you Zeddo
Thank you for being who you are.
Do well on your journey until we meet again

kindness
mudra

Avid · 05-25-2009, 07:21 PM

Thank you Zeddo for being so open and 'heartful'.
Since Avalon opened - we have seen many wonderful people come and go, lots have learned so much, and this is a wonderful 'stepping stone' on our journey.
Many friends have been made, and new friends join us every day.
Good luck and many blessings on your journey
Love Avid

mudra · 05-29-2009, 09:01 PM

You loved us ...
We loved you ..
Go and love some more...
ONE through the heart

Kindness
mudra

Seth Haniel · 05-30-2009, 12:08 PM

It’s from the heart this way we feel
under control we do not reel
As changes come to try our faith
confirmed only in our rebirth

But we don’t stop to count the cost
as we discover that which was lost
And put to use for the purpose known
the way before has been outgrown

The teachers taught the pupils risen
an adept of the Ancient Wisdom
The trials passed on pathways chosen
become anointed to the dozen

Then go on forth in worlds without
go in peace no need to shout
As in His presence our presence felt
part of the illumination of the self

Just to be that close to Him
and that chance to live again
In the way that we are attuned
to with others the like of me and you

Then we will fulfil the role
as we together form as a whole
Twinned to receive the new awakening
as other meet their day of reckoning

We take the lead show we are aware
but we pay heed take special care
Don’t rush into unfathomed depths
we sound out first these spirit tests

So as this earth spins into glory
telling us it is only half the story
As the power sent at last remains
it is utilized only for our gain

Then it is left to the last straw
picked to find the allotted score
Will it break through the old law
and shake this planet to the core

So cast then upon this land
the blood to run between the sand
A blending of love and truth
the heartbeat of eternal youth

orthodoxymoron · 05-30-2009, 02:36 PM

Could it be that the subjects we deal with tend to burn people out in various ways? Do we become involved in an unseen spiritual battle when we face the subjects on this site head on? I'm beginning to think that what you are experiencing is part of the territory...so to speak. This is sort of a thankless, self-flagellating activity. There have been a lot of people pulling back or exiting recently...and I don't think that it's anyone's fault. There are simply a lot of difficult and controversial subjects which never seem to resolve. This site is sort of a boot-camp...a preparation...for some very difficult times which I'm seeing in my crystal ball. I've said this to others: 'lurk but don't leave.'

Gemeos · 05-30-2009, 02:53 PM

Zeddo,

Thank you for your honesty and sincerity. Thank you for everything you shared with us, here in Avalon.
I hope you return, someday...

Until then, I wish you all the best in your journey of knowing who you are and what you want from life.

Don't ever close your Heart to others, and to Friendship.

With Love and Respect

Gemeos

futureyes · 05-30-2009, 03:05 PM

"and now here is my secret ... a very simple secret ...

it is only with the heart that one can see rightly ...

what is essential is invisible to the eye ..."

the fox's advice to the little prince

rhythm · 06-01-2009, 08:34 AM

Zeddo i shoul by now be used to

members leaving ....

but im realy not

the place in my heart will be theres

forever , like the place in mine for you

dear Zeddo i was so looking forward to know you better

and now you too feel needs to move on ..

so i can only wish you well , i liked your energy

and now i feel i left it a little late to tell you that ...

so i hope you read this and all the other comment here

and you will maby come back ,, from time to time ...

be well do well .. keep your heart open and stay true ...

Zeddo · 06-01-2009, 11:42 AM

thank you , all of you, now here is a little present and again, from the heart....

rhythm · 06-01-2009, 01:49 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Zeddo

thank you , all of you, now here is a little present and again, from the heart....
YouTube - New Horizons ~ Moody Blues

im gettin thru.... loads a tissues guys can yer pleezze stop leavin

where yer goin eny way?????

mudra · 06-01-2009, 05:46 PM

Zeddo we Love YOU
We will keep Avalon's heart burning for you.
Love moves in a circle and even in spirals.
Fare well and fly high until we can all gracefully dance
as ONE flock o f souls.

Kindness to you
mudra

rhythm · 06-01-2009, 06:28 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by mudra

Zeddo we Love YOU
We will keep Avalon's heart burning for you.
Love moves in a circle and even in spirals.
Fare well and fly high until we can all gracefully dance
as ONE flock o f souls.

YouTube - shore birds flying in sync - Mike Oldfield "Magellen"

Kindness to you
mudra

im getting tru boxes of tissues guys

just stop leavin old rhythmm s gettin overwhelmed ...
ah we will all meet again im sure , go well do well be well

05-25-2009, 02:16 PM	#1
Zeddo Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 694	From the heart Z0004 Last edited by Zeddo; 10-29-2009 at 09:29 AM.

05-25-2009, 03:24 PM	#2
Malletzky Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: It doesn't matter any more Posts: 534	Re: From the heart ...from the heart...you might laugh, but I knew that one day you'll come out from your heart and show us your true YOU...Indeed, your posts in the last few days has obviously been written from your heart, that's why they resonated so much with me... Nevertheless, your decision is right...right for you, as it is you who had to make a decision. No need to regret, we've had a wonderful time here on avalon together and will stay soul mates anyway...so I say not bye for ever, but I say see you soon... with malletzky

05-25-2009, 03:56 PM	#3
Jonathon Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 208	Re: From the heart I see you clearly Zed. Loss of balance leads to loss of clarity and purpose. It is easy to find oneself "dizzy" with information and opinion... many of which leave a trail of discontinuity and little resonance. Take heart, for it is your sword and shield. You are being called away to serve, and serve you shall! We support you. We appreciate you. Give an update from time to time and let us know if you need help.

05-25-2009, 05:47 PM	#4
futureyes Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: heart central Posts: 798	Re: From the heart thank you zeddo for speaking your truth ... you have brought up something significant re all here ... what i am feeling is that we are in somewhat of a hold pattern in this moment ... like we're in a waiting room of this shift ... it feels like we're waiting for a new phase to commence ... things having to line up in the grand scheme blueprint ... if avalon was the waiting room ... perhaps the reason why things feel a little repetitive and a little stale is that we've read all the magazines out for us at this time ... perhaps there is a reason for this ... perhaps we are meant to say ... "you know what ... i've seen these same magazines ... i feel i need to leave the room and find some newness myself ... i am gravitating to something inspiring ... perhaps i will spend some time in nature ... or paint ... or begin a new writing project ..." perhaps this waiting room at this juncture acts as a catalyst for us all to reach further ... go beyond ... expand in some new ways ... perhaps this is generator that allows us to now go within ... draw out something new ... something alive which resonates with us and we have passion for ... perhaps this acts as our initial knowledge of how to CREATE ... creating won't stem from reading the same magazines over and over ... inspiration to create comes from knowledge of what we have accumulated thus far and to now try to create some newness our selves ... we're going to be doing this in much larger ways forthcoming ... our training will come with some practice runs ... retrieving what it FEELS like to create from inspiration ... from passion ... we must know how to expand our potentiality ... we've not known too much of this prior ... we've only known to live within boxes of limitation and how much creating is there in those ... not a whole lot ... once we begin playing with creating from passion ... we can come back to the waiting room ... bringing with us all an entire new set of magazines to share with all ... new mags ... fresh and alive ... we could only find these new magazines on our own ... allowing our selves to create and expand ... feeling great about doing so ... creating the new can't come about reading the same information over and over ... it derives from a spark of ones own curiosity and passion ... to go within we create without ... i feel this waiting room we're in now is to allow us to get a little bored and go out and play ... creating something new in this moment will be much different than a year ago or even six months back ... we're ever expanding now anyway ... we just have to come to the knowledge that hey ... it is up to us ... how we create our own lives as well as what we want this world to look like ... the new one ... not a thing inappropriate with leaving every once in a while and expanding on our own ... we need to learn how to do this ... then come back and we'll once again have new and exciting magazines to read ... from looking within and creating without ... one day we will find we're all on the same page of the same magazine ... all moving forward ... creating something very beautiful and very inspiring ... follow your heart ... it knows where it's going ...

05-25-2009, 06:01 PM	#5
Unified Serenity Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Apr 2009 Posts: 893	Re: From the heart ((((((((((((((((((Zed))))))))))))))))))))) Thank you for all you have give and shared. I have been reading here still, and enjoy the information. I have also been very busy on Peggy Kane's site, more for the camaraderie and info that is shared. I have felt more connected and drawn spiritually there, but also here. I guess it's the active sharing that is taking place while it's so quiet here. There are so many knowledgeable people here, and I love each and every one. I bid you peace and love, and hope to see you again soon! Love, Unified Serenity

05-25-2009, 06:45 PM	#6
mudra Avalon Spiritual Mother Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: belgium Posts: 4,919	Re: From the heart Dear Zeddo, Just be with the fact that life is always changing but humans always have the ability to live in the moment. Loving people is the most helpful thing anyone can do. Wherever you go I know you 'll do this. We have met through the heart where time and boundaries do not exist. For this moment of soul reconnection I will ever be gratefull to Avalon. You have a lot of passion Zeddo and I understand your need to move on . Many of us are driven to one another and sharing our Love and wisdom through the internet only is becoming too litle space for us to express our true potential. There is a shift in the air ... one needs to recognize it The standstill that we experience in Avalon is maybe just the sign that we need to step into the open and bring the wisdom that we learned here into the new world that we are longing for .. Will everyone do this alone ? I feel this we already did before we met . The question is then should it be done together as a comm-unity and how ? There is no-coincidence in the bonds we made here. Let's always keep in mind the broader picture . Blessings and Love to you Zeddo Thank you for being who you are. Do well on your journey until we meet again kindness mudra Last edited by mudra; 05-25-2009 at 06:51 PM.

05-25-2009, 07:21 PM	#7
Avid Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: UK Posts: 660	Re: From the heart Thank you Zeddo for being so open and 'heartful'. Since Avalon opened - we have seen many wonderful people come and go, lots have learned so much, and this is a wonderful 'stepping stone' on our journey. Many friends have been made, and new friends join us every day. Good luck and many blessings on your journey Love Avid

05-29-2009, 09:01 PM	#8
mudra Avalon Spiritual Mother Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: belgium Posts: 4,919	Re: From the heart You loved us ... We loved you .. Go and love some more... ONE through the heart Kindness mudra Last edited by mudra; 05-31-2009 at 09:23 AM.

05-30-2009, 12:08 PM	#9
Seth Haniel Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: Hartlepool England But Moving Shortly to Fauldhouse Scotland Posts: 172	Re: From the heart It’s from the heart this way we feel under control we do not reel As changes come to try our faith confirmed only in our rebirth But we don’t stop to count the cost as we discover that which was lost And put to use for the purpose known the way before has been outgrown The teachers taught the pupils risen an adept of the Ancient Wisdom The trials passed on pathways chosen become anointed to the dozen Then go on forth in worlds without go in peace no need to shout As in His presence our presence felt part of the illumination of the self Just to be that close to Him and that chance to live again In the way that we are attuned to with others the like of me and you Then we will fulfil the role as we together form as a whole Twinned to receive the new awakening as other meet their day of reckoning We take the lead show we are aware but we pay heed take special care Don’t rush into unfathomed depths we sound out first these spirit tests So as this earth spins into glory telling us it is only half the story As the power sent at last remains it is utilized only for our gain Then it is left to the last straw picked to find the allotted score Will it break through the old law and shake this planet to the core So cast then upon this land the blood to run between the sand A blending of love and truth the heartbeat of eternal youth

05-30-2009, 02:36 PM	#10
orthodoxymoron Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: Lunar Base II Posts: 3,093	Re: From the heart Could it be that the subjects we deal with tend to burn people out in various ways? Do we become involved in an unseen spiritual battle when we face the subjects on this site head on? I'm beginning to think that what you are experiencing is part of the territory...so to speak. This is sort of a thankless, self-flagellating activity. There have been a lot of people pulling back or exiting recently...and I don't think that it's anyone's fault. There are simply a lot of difficult and controversial subjects which never seem to resolve. This site is sort of a boot-camp...a preparation...for some very difficult times which I'm seeing in my crystal ball. I've said this to others: 'lurk but don't leave.'

05-30-2009, 02:53 PM	#11
Gemeos Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: Portugal Posts: 303	Re: From the heart Zeddo, Thank you for your honesty and sincerity. Thank you for everything you shared with us, here in Avalon. I hope you return, someday... Until then, I wish you all the best in your journey of knowing who you are and what you want from life. Don't ever close your Heart to others, and to Friendship. With Love and Respect Gemeos

05-30-2009, 03:05 PM	#12
futureyes Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Oct 2008 Location: heart central Posts: 798	Re: From the heart "and now here is my secret ... a very simple secret ... it is only with the heart that one can see rightly ... what is essential is invisible to the eye ..." the fox's advice to the little prince

06-01-2009, 08:34 AM	#13
rhythm Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: devon england Posts: 1,905	Re: From the heart *Zeddo i shoul by now be used to* *members leaving ....* *but im realy not* *the place in my heart will be theres* *forever , like the place in mine for you* *dear Zeddo i was so looking forward to know you better* *and now you too feel needs to move on ..* *so i can only wish you well , i liked your energy* *and now i feel i left it a little late to tell you that ...* *so i hope you read this and all the other comment here* *and you will maby come back ,, from time to time ...* *be well do well .. keep your heart open and stay true ...*

06-01-2009, 11:42 AM	#14
Zeddo Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Posts: 694	Re: From the heart thank you , all of you, now here is a little present and again, from the heart....

06-01-2009, 05:46 PM	#16
mudra Avalon Spiritual Mother Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: belgium Posts: 4,919	Re: From the heart Zeddo we Love YOU We will keep Avalon's heart burning for you. Love moves in a circle and even in spirals. Fare well and fly high until we can all gracefully dance as ONE flock o f souls. Kindness to you mudra Last edited by mudra; 06-01-2009 at 05:51 PM.