well if you prefer I can quietly disappear from the discussion so it can go back to the evil Illuminati's plans to wipe out 98% of the world population, death Stars, aliens wanting to wipe out the planet, the complete destruction of the world financial system turning us all into paupers as the Military state takes over and tosses us into holding cells to turn us all into lizards... ;-)
My way of dealing with fear is by filling those around me with hope... but maybe this will help you all get back on topic again...
