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Old 02-08-2009, 08:48 PM   #15
Czymra
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Default Re: Nexus 2012: Synchronized Global Meditations : give your feed back

Bit of a downer really. I was stuck on a bus with a driver that tried to get a non paying customer out of the bus and silence mad children over the speaker system... so I got home about 20 minutes late, washed up and joined 30 minutes late.
The mind chatter itself stopped rather quickly, but it certainly was the most shallow and un successful meditation I had in a long time. In fact I'm more in trance now listening to techno music.

I've been training all morning and received gifts of immeasurable value there and I'm as creative now as I haven't been in a long time, but the meditation and all that.... the best I got from it was the almost full moon semi-visible behind thick purplish clouds that looked like a huge amplifier on the sky.

What I take from it is that I'm only used to meditating when all is utterly dark and still, not at 5pm.... and more importantly that I don't think I allow any emotion to connect with this.... and possibly anything for that matter.
Maybe that lesson was more important than connecting to anything/one.
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