[Angel in Disguise]

I have a question for those who have been researching and 'awake' for 10+yrs... All the years of being awake, did you always think something was going to happen throughout that time or have you always been waiting for 2012?
The reason I ask is because I only woke up 3 yrs ago but in the year 2000 when there was the big Y2K scare I kept telling everyone they had nothing to worry about and that they had to wait til 2012 because that's when stuff would go down. Now at that time I knew very minimal about 2012. However I wonder if I am just falling into this waiting trap... Predictions all the time that never happen... Summer of Hell '09... I remember something about summer '08 too. So I constantly ask myself if the same thing will apply to 2012... I certainly hope not... I want Euphoric Utopia now damn it!