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Old 04-10-2009, 06:12 AM   #32
futureyes
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Default Re: Spiritual Telepathic Communication

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Originally Posted by janelle12 View Post
Hi y'all. I am new to the board and indeed the whole idea of what this site outlines.

I watched a couple documentaries and somehow ended up on project camelot website. I read a couple articles and was steered to the Handbook for the New Paradigm. After reading the first thirty or so pages of the ebook, I ordered the whole set. I read them over the last three weeks.

I feel like I've been awakened but I am still shackled, so to speak. I feel like someone else said, I am in kindergarten and I have so much to learn. I feel like a grounded bird. Like I've fallen out of the nest. Ha, as I write this I recall and auditing incident where indeed I 'fell out' and was in despair that I couldn't get 'back up' and I was going to die.

But I digress.

On the subject of telepathic communication, I sometimes feel, at night, just before sleep, that I am going to 'pop out' of my body. However, when I get this feeling, I fight it strongly. I am desirous of learning a higher state but at the same time 'too comfortable' in this physical plane and in fact fearful of spiritual encounters, the spiritual domain or higher dimensions. Sort of like I am 'afraid to lose my footing' or afraid of 'not feeling grounded.' I don't know the origins of these fears or how to overcome them.

I also have very many questions about the handbook/paradigm series. Having just finished 'Messages for the Ground Crew' I am wondering which of the messages are still 'in effect,' so to speak. So, my being new, if anyone knows of threads that are relevant to what I may be needing, I ask that you direct me.

Thanks so much, so nice to be here, and nice to see everyone's expressions in words and avatars. Some are quite beautiful and inspiring.

welcome janelle12 ... welcome aboard!

that feeling you experience prior to sleeping ... the 'pop out' feeling ... it's kind of like an invitation to a new experience ...

and you then fight it with great strength ... not wanting to go with the feeling as it speaks unfamiliarity ... more secure is it amongst what is familiar to you ... it's kind of like if you go with the feeling ... you are not certain if you can control the unknown ... remaining in the physical 3d plane is familiar to you so you know you can control what you already know ...

the mind is a tricky thing ... you don't really have control in the physical plane any more than you do in a new learning experience ... but that's another chapter ...

i feel i know where you are at ... the invite ... the feeling of being able to pop out of your body ... is enticing and you have a curiosity of it ...

and yet ... you have your feet firmly planted on this plane ... where to place your first step into another ... particularly if the other is unknown to you ...

it is a leap of faith that is being asked of you ... when you are trusting of your self as much as of it ... that will be the perfect time that you take that first step as you trust within you that you will be fine ... the greater you come to know your truth ... the greater security you will feel within leaping ... this is because you then come to know that it isn't about controlling anything at all ... rather it is about trusting that you will be ok ...

we "think" we can control our way through our fears but really ... it is about trusting our way through them ...

when you are ready to say yes to the invite ... the feeling it brings ... you will be ready for a new experience ... the feeling is only an invite ... planting the seed idea within you ... now you will process this and when you are truly ready ... when truth knows better than fear ... you will intuitively know where to place that first step into this new experience ... you will then be ok to trust the process ... and go with it ...

you will be ready to leap when you allow your heart to lead the way ... past the fear ... by way of trust ...

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