Between Lives Session #7 -- Present Time Control
SESSION NOTES:
The end of the session is first.
Towards the end of the session I started to feel like I was spinning around and
around, and nauseous, and my head started to droop. I also got the feeling that
my counselor was really an evil Grey and I saw an image of him as a big hairy spider
with claws extended towards me.
I was afraid to tell him: How can I safely tell the spider that he is a spider? I
waited a few seconds and then the question was asked about present time and I
saw that they were RIGHT NOW within the session itself literally spinning me and
trying to get me to think my counselor is evil.
I think it has something to do with the body they are keeping up there for me.
I PROCESS THEM:
I was helped to run the Excalibur entity running on them, or an abbreviated
version of it and I saw them sort of agglomerate and their white medical gowns
turned to black and then there was just a little puddle on the floor. I sensed
that as beings they were in sort of a jumble and that it would take a bit of
time for them to straighten themselves out.
However, the Reptilian overseeing them was only mildly put off by it and that is
because I sensed that he has more "pods" where that one came from and he could
easily assign another pod over to me. In fact, I started to feel the physical
spinning begin again, but not as intense as before.
Next I was helped to put the Reptilian in session. The incident he seemed to be
stuck in was one where as a toddler he was started in his career and was forced
to watch a reptilian abuse a female humanoid. By the end of his session he was able
to connect back up with the last time he was himself.
IMPORTANT NOTE: It is very very important not to give any of these beings any
sympathy but just to process them to a flat point. I'll tell you why I'm
emphasizing that at the end of this post.
ANOTHER IMPORTANT CAVEAT: When processing them don't make a games condition out
of it. This link will explain "games conditions":
http://francoistremblay.wordpress.co...es-conditions/
Now, back to the beginning of the session. They gave me IN PRESENT TIME! this
morning prior to the session a "love drug". Before the session I was gushing to everyone
and loving everyone and felt like such a good Clear (achieved "Clear" state in September)
-- a little over the top out of control, but, hey, it was "love"!
That's why I personally see their endeavors begin to backfire on them when a
being actually is Clear.
I've never had such drugs this lifetime so I could not relate very well to the
concept of "love drug". I surmise it is the carrot and stick goad, and the love
drug is used as the carrot.
VERY VERY IMPORTANT NOTE:
The point is, because I cannot yet fully confront them (or more accurately that
part of me they are getting agreement from), they can push anything on me IN
PRESENT TIME! I am totally owned by them to that degree, and they wanted me to
know that my body is not my own (they seem to have some legal patent claim on
bodies). It is similar to the concept that you are a homeowner even though in
reality the bank owns your home and can recall it anytime they please.
It was definitely in my short term survival interests to process that Reptilian,
but not the main objective.
ANOTHER VERY IMPORTANT NOTE:
This is simply an impression that came to me: These reptilians like a good game
and they have some awesome technology as far as I can perceive.
The good news is that PDH technology (Pain/Drugs/Hypnosis) has a way of coming
back against the purposes of the being who applied it. I know they have suffered
from this and that is one reason why they put so many checks and guards into
their script and have certainly refined PDH to a skill and an art. If not for
that the incident could be more easily spotted and dispatched as easily as the
current lifetime abduction incidents.
SALIENT POINTS RE BETWEEN LIVES ABDUCTIONS - My Observations Only:
#1 They have a different concept of time and seem to have all the time they need
#2 They operate on their subject(s)in present time too
#3 They have an extensive hierarchy of staff thus anyone processed to freedom
can be easily replaced
#4 They are technically more advanced
#5 They don't want me to find out in session and they may already
have started to edit their PDH scripts to address the specific
problem of anyone getting any future between lives sessions
#6 You are not aware of them nor what you need to see regarding your
between lives interaction with them except what they want you to
be aware of (example: the lovely mural scene they showed me)
#7 You do not know what is contained in the script they used on you
#8 They can access your past lives memories and know your
proclivities as a being to make it easier to get your agreement
(For example: they knew that I have a liking for mocking up cute
little pixies and gnomes, etc, and so it was easier for them to
make me think they were "cute" little gnomes = false affinity
#9 Some of them may truly believe they are doing
the right thing That is the advantage
of having a multi-layered status-oriented hierarchy. That only
adds to the victim's confusion
#10The Greys mainly view humans as a labour force. It is definitely
a master/slave mentality from top to bottom
My current stance regarding between lives is that as soon as one goes Clear
using R3X, it would seem wise to nullify the between-lives controls with a
"Between Lives" look. Unless you were an Avatar who graciously dropped into
this universe.
Before we started these sessions I had no idea whatsoever of any between-lives
interaction with anyone -- I thought I just went straight to the lecture
hall, end of story.
The next time I meet my "Maker" I hope I just see "ME" :-)
FINAL POST SCRIPT:
I already posted about my long fast, drinking only water. After today's session
I was very hungry but somehow I felt that continuing the fast was even more
important than before and it has something to do with clearing out the effects of
these implants.