[wyomiles]

Great thread ! Several things in my life.

I have always felt that I have gardian angels. They have saved me from

death at least twice. I started meditating when I was about 11 or 12. I got

very good at changing my size and floating. While teaching my brother about

what I was doing he saw me go through my bed, float and have a red glow

around me. Later I started traveling into what seemed to be space. This

frightened me because I was afraid that I might not be able to get back. I

stopped meditating after this and have always wished that I would have had

someone to guide me through that time, as I think I could have been really

good at it. My Brother and I have always had some sort of connection. One

time we found one of those queje(sp) boards. We contacted a spirit named

Lux. He appeared to us latter.

I was awakened with Lux standing as a silhouette in the doorway. He looked

like the grim reaper and the feeling I got was that he was there to take me.

I knew I only had one chance to stop him. As he approached I threw back the

sheets and kicked him in the chest. I can still remember feeling the impact.

He slowly moved back to the dorway, floated back. My brother woke up and

yelled at me to see if I could see the guy in the doorway. I asked him to tell

me what he had seen and he described the same figure to me. That was the

only time I have seen Lux but my brother has seen him a couple of times.

When I was young I was very happy, kind, loving. Each year I feel more and

more unhappy. Less and less connected to others. Like I have taken the

wrong path in life and do not know how to correct this.

I have always found that teachers come and go in my life. They plant some

little seed for me to grow. (I love gardening by the way) Maybe I have found

this forum because there are teachers here?