[Surdeere]

I am a Paramedic Firefighter, and really love the caring aspect of it, however things have changed for me in the past few years as far as dealig with the norm as I knew it, the only time I feel comfort is to care for humanity, but when I am around those whom I have known for years, not only in the career i am in, also in my close circle, i feel as though I am on a different level than them, I feel as though I have ascended ever so slightly and as a matter of fact tonite I am feeling very antsy, I feel something anormous is right around the corner and I am trying to be focused so that I can handle what is up next. I feel as most whom are around me are not ready. I guess all I can do is be patient and stay focused within myself, It is sure hard sometimes.
Namaste all