Hello Burgundia. I know what you mean. Like it was said, it is time to digest it all. Let your subconscious do the rest. You certainly know it is not the amount of information that matters, but what is integrated. And Integration is made unconsciously. Just disconnect a bit and let the work be done by your "higher self" within.
After a little while, you will have taken several steps back and you will see with ease with a different perspective. Being submerged too long into the depth of "fringe information" is like looking at yourself the nose stuck to the mirror. You just see "Big Details". Useful at some points, but exclusively that is unbalanced.
Your passion to discover and knowing more, being more, will drive you back here soon enough, in this, I have no doubt.
P.S. Remember that little special visit you had once, the butterfly... It means transformation to higher possibilities...
Namaste, Steven