Here's some good news!
The real war is being fought in the spiritual dimensions... no need for guns there... Be a spiritual warrior.. you already have the tools to win your freedom! Send Love vibrations to your enemy. Love is the most powerful weapon we have. I'm not a fluffy cloud riding new ager spewing platitudes.
There is scientific research being done that will confirm what I've said. The Love vibration is part of the new physics. Spirituality if finally finding it's way into scientific study. The love vibration has a sound. A sound is a wave and this wave does have an effect on organic matter... The field of study is called Cymantics...
http://www.world-mysteries.com/sci_cymatics.htm
Peace and joy to you!