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Originally Posted by Tuza
Although I am not really happy being here on Gaia and havent been for a while - my daughter and I both have bipolar and OCD. I'm having to increase my vanlaxafine to double the dose on GPs orders to try and quell the suicide ideation. It is a pain in the ....I am just really, really tired of the whole darn thing - my head is ready to explode. - I'm coming Biggsy.
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to planet earth Tuza!
Aww darling. You are not alone! I too am here for the first time but i will not be returning once my mission here is over. You must remember that to survive here we must connect ourselves to our divinity. It is the only way that we can do what we have come here to do.
I was suicidal for a very long time because i was completely unaware as to who I was. But now that i know there is nothing that could phase me, my defence is acceptance and my ammunition is love. And just knowing who I am helps me take nothing here seriously, open your heart love because from the pain you feel now i know you are capable of much much love.
"The love we withold is the pain that we carry" - This statement was uttered by an incarnation of one of my people. It is so powerfull that many dont understand its true meaning.
Your feeling this way because you have lost touch with who you really are, every day chant in your head positive words. I do it in the morning and at night. "I align myself with Love, Peace, Harmony, Acceptance I am"
It works a treat! Im sending some love your way.
If you ever feel the need to talk, im only a PM away.
P.S - Instead of taking your medication, express more love. Tell your family you love them everyday, if you have a cat sit down and bond with it. You are sick because you are not letting your divine energy flow through. We beings of love and light cannot function properly unless we express our true natures.
Peace and best wishes to you darling.
Namaste