Sorry to hear this Tn'I...
I was afraid that this was going to happen... it is a respectable choice that others have also decided to voice in one form or another...
These kinds of things happen in group mind divisions... The hope is that with all the techniques directed toward the betterment of oneself people will start healing the parts about themselves that they have neglected for so long..
and that our reaction to these emotions are our own reflection of fractures within... blessings TI