It does not make sense unless you have a leap of faith in the process. Personally I stay away from these New Age concepts because its just the
orobourus. And the Eugenicist/Scientist running this world no its just some labyrinth that will keep a lot of us truth seekers preoccupied while they wage war on us on a daily basis. Keep your heads here on earth not in the clouds people.
Good Luck & Godspeed
Alan Watt good source in keeping your feet on the ground.
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