[Zeddo]

Hi Everyone

I have been away awhile, which has been a work thing and not a point of choice. I do pop in and look and most times find I can't get into the site, or rather, I can't get past the welcome page. At the moment I can, so time for an update.

Thank you to all you absolutely wonderful, caring, and lovely Sisters and Brothers who give so freely from the heart. It is the essence of YOU that keeps me coming back here, for indeed, it is this Love you give so freely, the energy you share so selflessly which is a testament to an awakening world.

If you analyse things you will find that this is the core of people who stay away from negativity and insist on shining your light into dark places. You are those who stand out to me, and it is to you that I feel especially close, a true kinship.

Thank you for this.

Now, I was actually going to update you on my cancer. At first the growth on my shoulder "appeared" to get worse, and as I posted in the thread where I asked for healing, i do not go by appearance. I kept my faith intact. The first and most immediate sign of improvement was that the smell from the ulceration dissappeared. You can bet I was worried about it as the ulcer grew from where I could fit an ear bud into it to the size of a fifty cent coin. Al continued cleansing with peroxide and the lotion I was given. The wound started to clear and looked like a mini volcano, raised edges with a raw centre. If you used thumb and forefinger on either side you could feel that the visible portion was tiny compared to the mass hidden below. I would estimate that the hidden mass was the size of a golf ball. The quack said that I had to go have it removed and that it would take an extensive skin graft to repair the damage.
I don't like doctors, not on a personal level as they do what they are trained to, but rather the whole medical thing, leaves me cold. I have never trusted them from a very young age for good reason. As a result, I continued the cleansing and then had to leave for Malaysia. I forgot to pack the peroxide and cream. The cream is only obtainable after consultation with a "specialist" and at GREAT expense.
I noticed a rapid improvement, those of you who know this stuff will understand that these ulcers are unlike normal wounds and do not normally scab over, grow new skin and heal. Well, to cut a long story short, this is what is happening. The hidden mass is gone, the ulcer has closed and the "crater" scab has dried off and left clean skin. The "crater" is diminishing in size all the time, and of great importance, the "cancer itch" is gone. That is an itch that just will not go away, and is very different to a healing itch.

To Alll of You Special People, thank you, thank you, thank you.

Now, I need to ask you one more favour. I noticed yesterday that there are signs of a small one about 4 mm (1/5th inch) from my left eye tear duct toward the nose. I have had to have surgery before to remove them from my lower eyelids but refuse to go that route again. I would appreciate your efforts once more.

LOve and GRATITUDE to Everyone here.

Zeddo