I used to constantly push myself trying to realise certain goals, or lead my life in a certain direction (where I thought I
should be, not neccessarily where i
wanted to be), something always managed to pull me away from it... fate perhaps?
However, I also believe in free will though in that I think we have a certain amount of control over our lives... I believe that the journey is laid for us, but how we get from A to B is the free will part