aawww CONDE thats very kind...just trying to contribute anyways i can...!!
I am not in the mood right now to verbalise some of the emotions that run through me in recent months..however, here is a song/visual which summerises on many levels how i can feel....nostalgic, sad, visionary, human! etc...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLkE...
hope u all resonate with the lyrics and enjoy the visual scene!