[THE eXchanger]

i did belong to openminds-and, michael tsarion group...
but, i never belonged to this type of forum where i did a lot of posts,
normally, i just read stuff & interacted with some interesting people
via private emails...
prior to PA/PC - although, i did belong to a few yahoogroups
where i exchanged information with others on similiar paths
and/or answered lots of different questions for others
and, i know, my presence on them,
was appreciated & valued,
and, it did help a lot of people
(there is a lot that goes on,
beneath the boards, in private emails, etc.)
i could have written 10 books, in the time, i gave away for free
(however, i did it, because it was the good/and, the right thing to do)
i have learned a lot about myself, and, about others,
and, i told my story here once, but, erased it,
i wasn't ready to deal with it, publically
(it needs to be written in a book)

i joined because,
i felt this was the type of place i belonged
i joined because,
i thought i had something of value to say/and, to share
and, i joined because,
i knew, i was here, to help bring people back to "the round",
the original round...
and, i envisioned,and, i hoped
that many of us, could do it together,
as, one big huge loving group --
however, sadly, i was mistaken
i now realise, that "the dreamer" that i am,
has real work to do, and, i must go into semi-seclusion to do it.

i felt i had to be, somewhere,
that, i could put my heart into what matters,
and, i had to be, somewhere,
that, i could be in the heart of what matters,
however, at this point,
i do NOT feel, NOR, i do NOT think,
i belong here anymore - i do NOT feel a part of what goes on here
which is, both true,
and, quite sad to say,
and, tells me, we will all experience great duality-all the way to the end !!!

PA/PC, did allow me to cross paths
with a few people, who, i would likely NOT have met
if it wasn't for this forum - so, i am very grateful
and exceedingly thankful for that occuring,
these people, are people, who i spent prior grand cycles with,
and that is very important

and, with those people,
i plan to take my 33 years of work, and, express it
i believe, i have real work to do,
and, i believe, it is important--
and, with that said, it is time for me to depart
& do exactly that - i believe, i have a distinct mission/purpose/and, tasks
& being here, is NOT getting any of them done

good luck to all of you ---over and out !!! xxx