i've experienced deja vu all my life and i used to think i knew things previously and then experience the same at a later time, those were very quick glimpses
but they have evolved from mere glimpses to mini movies, i can watch everything unfold exactly as i have known it for ten minutes sometimes
it is an odd experience, sometimes it feels like i've jumped tracks and am participating in two separate lives at the exact same time, that i can alter whatever i wish, i've always though stood back and simply watched it unfold, the experience is so profound
feels like i'm standing on top of two separate trains travelling in the same direction at the same time at the same speed, that i've got one foot on one and one on the other ...
i experience them both but in that moment or many moments, i just don't know which train to get back on, feels like time gets suspended for so long
i love it, takes me somewhere in between, not here, not there ... suspended in time, or lack of it
