It always seems darkest before the dawn. There are reports out there that gives you a great overview of what is going on behind the scenes. The old ways will have to collapse in order to give way for the new. The snake does not shed it's old skin before the new skin is ready underneath...
I suggest you read some of these reports here and focus on them for a while and see if they resonnate with you. They adress things in an overview manner. They touch upon all the "dark" stuff that is seemingly going on, but they also take into account the new and good/Light (but still "invisible") things that are going on "behind the scenes". If you wish you can give me some feedback of how you feel after reading this material. It all depends were you are at what will resonnate with you:
http://www.treeofthegoldenlight.com/First_Contact/Channeled_Messages_by_Mike_Quinsey.htm
http://www.paoweb.com/updates.htm
http://www.matthewbooks.com/mattsmessage.htm