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bashi · 03-12-2010, 02:48 PM

Long time ago i delved into the willful manifestation of realities around me, and I got my verification of being able to do that several times. But I also noticed that in this way I opened myself up to manipulation of the dark sub-space side of existence. My own issues like EGO, greed, lust etc. were addressed by these sub-space beings and they tried to lure me into their grip. So I stopped the wilful manifestations and focussed more on finding out what the unmanipulated reality-show is trying to teach me. I took the position that the unmanipulated show will address and hint at my real issues in a way that is most beneficial for me. That requires, as said before, a very good AWARENESS and boldness to walk the talk.
It sent me on a rollercoaster of extreme experiences in many countries during these last xxx years, which I do not want to have missed.

Let me give you an example: With a friend I worked out a very successful way to win in gambling, specifically Roulette, by using some ESP - “gifts” in a combined way. This included a powerful visualisation of winning.
As soon as we started to be successful on the Roulette-table, these sub-space influences started kicking in, amplifying greed and EGO. After several very successful visits to the casino, these influences led to a split with my friend. He was actually thinking to be the main guy and was confident to be successful by himself and that there is no need for him to split the gains. So we shared the common cash and everybody was then on his own. The circumstances of this split were already strange, but that was only the beginning. I considered to find somebody else, but dropped that idea soon. Then one evening I decided to try whether my capabilities alone were enough and I went to the casino. In the beginning everything went smooth and successful, but then somehow I started to interpreted my ESP-signals wrongly and I started loosing. I took a brake, went frustrated away from the table into a quiet area where I was alone and asked myself:” Ok, this does not work anymore, so what to do next?” Suddenly I clearly heard a voice at my right ear:” Bet on the ‘17’ !” I immediately turned around, but I was completely alone. I then went to the table and fought with my urge to put chips on the ’17’, which, finally, I did NOT do. The number which came was of course the ‘17’ . I immediately changed all remaining chips back into money and left the casino. I have never entered a casino since.
Needless to say that my friend lost all the money he had gained from our partnership, and more! He later came to me, apologised and asked whether I would like to re-establish our gambling-partnership, which I refused.
I was later informed that I had successfully passed that test.

Without being moralistic: Whatever wilful manifestation you are practising, you will have to be very careful.

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03-12-2010, 02:48 PM	#117
bashi Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2009 Posts: 214	Re: No Food - No Fear Long time ago i delved into the willful manifestation of realities around me, and I got my verification of being able to do that several times. But I also noticed that in this way I opened myself up to manipulation of the dark sub-space side of existence. My own issues like EGO, greed, lust etc. were addressed by these sub-space beings and they tried to lure me into their grip. So I stopped the wilful manifestations and focussed more on finding out what the unmanipulated reality-show is trying to teach me. I took the position that the unmanipulated show will address and hint at my real issues in a way that is most beneficial for me. That requires, as said before, a very good AWARENESS and boldness to walk the talk. It sent me on a rollercoaster of extreme experiences in many countries during these last xxx years, which I do not want to have missed. Let me give you an example: With a friend I worked out a very successful way to win in gambling, specifically Roulette, by using some ESP - “gifts” in a combined way. This included a powerful visualisation of winning. As soon as we started to be successful on the Roulette-table, these sub-space influences started kicking in, amplifying greed and EGO. After several very successful visits to the casino, these influences led to a split with my friend. He was actually thinking to be the main guy and was confident to be successful by himself and that there is no need for him to split the gains. So we shared the common cash and everybody was then on his own. The circumstances of this split were already strange, but that was only the beginning. I considered to find somebody else, but dropped that idea soon. Then one evening I decided to try whether my capabilities alone were enough and I went to the casino. In the beginning everything went smooth and successful, but then somehow I started to interpreted my ESP-signals wrongly and I started loosing. I took a brake, went frustrated away from the table into a quiet area where I was alone and asked myself:” Ok, this does not work anymore, so what to do next?” Suddenly I clearly heard a voice at my right ear:” Bet on the ‘17’ !” I immediately turned around, but I was completely alone. I then went to the table and fought with my urge to put chips on the ’17’, which, finally, I did NOT do. The number which came was of course the ‘17’ . I immediately changed all remaining chips back into money and left the casino. I have never entered a casino since. Needless to say that my friend lost all the money he had gained from our partnership, and more! He later came to me, apologised and asked whether I would like to re-establish our gambling-partnership, which I refused. I was later informed that I had successfully passed that test. Without being moralistic: Whatever wilful manifestation you are practising, you will have to be very careful. .