Hello Bashi,
That indicates to me about turning on abilities and then walking away when things start to get too serious. I find as long as I am playful or just want to see if I can do it, like a one-time test, then I'm fine with myself as a being, staying simple, being myself basically.
I have one friend who keeps telling me how much he would like to be able to do remote viewing, and finally I got tired of hearing him say that and I told him I can get him to that ability. I knew that would shut him up :-)
Awareness, truth, decency, ethics -- it takes a lot of effort to deny that part of ourselves, and most of us fail,
