i too am not certain what your initial post was, perhaps it was before i came on board ...
nevertheless, you seem grounded and aligned again, that is truly what matters, that we learn from our experiences and then make our way back to center ... and you are there and all is well
fear can trick even the most solid individuals at times, has a funny way of sneaking up on us, kind of creeps in around the corner and suddenly we are face to face with it
recognizing it relatively quickly and dissolving it is when we receive our badges of strength and courage which can only come from our hearts
onward and upward, it is the only direction to go ...
be well and come visit more often, you never know what you will learn and certainly you have something to offer?
