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LIKE OTHER MEMBERS ON THIS THREAD I TOO ALWAYS HAD A FEELING OF NOT BELONGING...IT NEVER BOTHERED ME......I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A LONER I DO NOT HAVE ANY FRIENDS ONLY MY PARTNER DAUGHTER AND SON, SAME AT SCHOOL I HAD MATES AT SCHOOL BUT WHEN I LEFT IN 77 NEVER SEEN A ONE OF THEM SINCE!, THRU MY APPRENTICESHIP HAD FRIENDS NEVER SEEN ONE SINCE

PROBLEM IS NO ONE SEEMS TO SHARE YOUR VIEWS DON,T VIEW THE WORLD THE SAME AS YOU DO

THEY THINK THAT GORDON BROWN RUNS THE COUNTRY AND TROOPS IN IRAQ AND AFGHANISTAN ARE KEEPING THE PEACE ect ect

SO THEREFORE IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO TALK TO PEOPLE IF WHEN THE CONVERSATION TURNS TO POLITICS THAT YOU CAN'T TELL THEM WHAT THEY THINK AND BELIEVE IS WHITEWASH

SO YOU TEND TO HERMITISE YOURSELF A BIT ALTHOUGH YOU DON'T MEAN TOO AND BECOME VERY SELECTIVE WITH WHAT COMPANY YOU KEEP

SO DIFFICULT THIS CAN BECOME THAT YOU TEND TO QUERIE YOUR OWN BELIEFS AND WONDER IS IT ME THAT IS CUCKOO

GLAD I FOUND THIS FORUM AND THIS SITE