I have felt the same way Dagon, as many on this site.
We have all felt aloneness and felt the backlash from people who do not wish to believe or are so stubborn they will not listen.
I have now given up trying and i am focussing on my inner spritual being my beliefs are important to me.
I have always known since a child that i was different from those around me and today i feel blessed in the knowledge that all here who feel the way i do are taking that first step on a very long journey which began for me when Avalon opened up to so many beautiful people.
Take my hand we will walk together, the path may not be an easy one but we will get there eventually.