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Old 11-23-2008, 06:14 PM   #15
beanny
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Default Re: How many here had ruff upbringing?

to cut a long story short

extremely unhappy childhood
extreme sensitivity on my part too
came from upper class family and environment
nothing much rang real
and i devastated my family by stating...

"when i grow up i want to be poor"

lived up to that and more,
couldnt bare to have more than any person next to me
to the point i gave away my only sweater, and only t-shirt
etc


remained black sheep and outcast for many a year.

aventually discovered, there are many a heartless being and soulless beings no matter where
i used to see only the good in people, but now have trouble finding even that

recently largely accepted again. into my family as they learnt to know me
...now love my mum that i used to hate...saw her off to the other side.
bless her soul

will always be the black or multidimentional sheeeeep
but trully glad of it
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