Re: do you feel like I do?
One more thing, when I woke up for the first time, I still remember, I was hyperventilating and having panic and anxiety attacks.
My whole "safe" world had just crumbelled before my very eyes.
The people "govt." who I thought were with me...all of a sudden were part of a huge conspiracy about humanity...My body went into a shock state and it took hours to calm myself down....I am so grateful I am awake; however, the horror I felt at first when I woke up might be what people are trying to avoid by staying asleep.
It took months and me finding out the truth in small peices, my body/mind simply couldn't take too much all at once.
Now I can hear the truth, and even when I hear truth, it doesn't frighten me anymore. Now I am used to the idea of the truth and everyday, I feel better and stronger with allot of maintenance.
What I'm trying to say is, I think deep down, people are so afraid of the death of this illusion, they hold on for dear life for their beliefs and it takes ALLOT of courage to wake up. Sometimes it takes pain to wake someone up. They get mad as hell and they can't take it anymore!!! then they finally see.
Again, we are dealing with a deconstruction of our own brainwashed minds and waking up is not an easy thing.
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