[deb003]

Sometimes there is a feeling of loneliness and alienation, especially at work for me. I finally spoke what i thought and knew during a lunch conversation to some of my co-workers. A couple of them actually considered that what we see on the media is an illusion. I mentioned movies like the Matrix or V for Vendetta because I know those are the only one they have probably seen and i spoke about 9/11...
The denial of some people was unbelievable and I could see this hipnotic desensitized look on their faces, almost like in a trance. they just didn't want to see what I was saying. One girl doesn't even approach me anymore because she so brainwashed she told me that what I was saying was impossible. I was surprised about 3 people did agree with me to some extent; however, their passivity about the subject seemed like they see the truth still as some science fiction theory...they kinda believe, but it takes to much work to wake themselves up.
People, we are dealing with huge amounts of hypnosis from the media and the symbols and colors and words from "out there" are all used to dumb us down...and they have been successfull with the masses, but I think we have to give ourselves credit for plugging outselves out. We, unlike allot of people are critical thinkers who I believe have been chosen to open our eyes and wake up. We are actually very special folks.
I have found that I need to maintain some kind of support system for myself as much as possible with other people who are awake or I can find myself feeling very isolated, lonely, and even questioning, my own reality and I do this by coming here and reading, going to websites that are not part of the "system", and try to keep a close connection to my spirit.
Hang in there!! We carry a big burden but this will not go unrecognized in the long run, I believe.
Love to all awakened people here!!!