[becky]

Wow, gnosis. Thanks for that amma link. I was blessed to hug Amma last year in Los Angeles. I stayed up all night waiting for my turn along with thousands of others packed in a hotel ballroom and bursting out of every adjacent room. It was such a beautiful night that I will never forget. She sat for hours without stopping, just hugging, and hugging, and laughing. As far as I could tell, she never even stopped to stretch her legs or pee! She is one of the masters among us.

ANyway, sorry for my ignorance, what is LERMA? And what was the small object you materialized, may I ask? How powerful!

As for me, it's hard to remember now exactly what was happening while I was in the trenches with the wingmakers materials. But, what sticks with me the most is a general sense of deep, somewhat magical, spiritual growth. The 3D world seemed less intimidating and more like a chess game and I had a growing appreciation for my specific role in the movie. (This is kinda vague, I know, but it's been a couple years.....)

Also, gnosis, what is PEAT?

And on your question about Animus--although I need to go back and reread all of that, could it be that there is no competition, that it is like learning to love your own shadow? It will always be there and no one ever wins? It seems like I just read something from James, and I might bothch this but, about how after ascension there is still expansion, not just a floating around heaven kind of thing. Like the wingmakers wouldn't offer us a Phd. in this plane and not have a job for us in the next dimension.

DId that even speak to the topic? I think my pea brain just exploded.

Thanks for the prodding....
Becky