[QUOTE=godisindetails;80844]hi friends
i am new to this forum so please excuse me if i positing a unrelated or a idiotic question.
for the past 3-4 years and even continuing now i feel very strange in the sense that whatever i do or try to achieve or my goals or anything that i think about i just feel that all that is absolutely not worth it. i mean its like its not worth putting in the effort for anything that i try to do. its doesnt happen with one or two things, it just happens with everything that i try to do. for e.g. i am in IT and am a network engineer and wenever i try to study it feels its not worth it, wenever it try to work it feels its not worth it, wenever i try to enjoy something or try to set goals for my future life it feels its not worth it and its the same for everything in my life. nothing related to future seems to be of some actual worth to me.
No godisindetails you are certainly not psycho!
many are having similar feelings of worthlessness or feeling like this
I do not do drugs never have i have had a hard childhood though, been married to the same guy for 37 years had 3 kids and was very happy then for no apparent reason when i started looking further into the new world order agenda and other things relating to this world of false reality i call it i found myself suddenly being attacked;
My life changed it became more of a challenge each day, i felt that i was being watched, and i began noticing people around me for what they really were, some where very good friends, those died i hasten to say.
I felt targeted, every means was taken from me my family turned againt me and those that haven't probably think i'm crazy!
But i continue on i will not be one to be put into a box and told to do this!
With each day i find another piece of the puzzle and the secrets are gradually being shown to me.
No Godisindetails you are not psycho you have started your journey and you will travel on the path of awarness.
When you reach the end i will be there to say hello!