[Genevieve]

I know what you mean Malletzky.

I have felt "protected" since i was 12 years old and clinically died from peritonitis.

Although i dont have any recollections of grand visions or plans or anything of the sort - i was not from a religious family or anything like that - it was more a quiet inner convistion that i HAD to be here later on in life for something that i was totally unaware of then and am still unclear as to precisely what THAT is.

Almost 20 years later i defied modern medicine once again and survived what should have been a certain death. Once again - no great revelations just i KNEW i wouldnt and couldnt die just then!!!

I do have fragments of memories prior to both these experiences which may be part of the puzzle i personally have to solve. Up until now i have chosen to leave them untouched. I personally have found it more than enough to be a part of humanity and embrace that reality fullly let alone fully explore other dimensions or explore the implications of alien intervention. I have had experience of both of the latter but i was/am reluctant to concede that either are in any way a precursor to my "success" or raison d'etre as a human.

Call me stubborn!! lol

Like you i just have the deepest feeling that i have JOB TO DO - and i have no doubt that when the time comes i will know what that job is.

I wish you all the best in the realisation of your "job" my friend.

Much love

Genevieve