[greybeard]

Hello again Mudra
thank you for your sharing.
Since I became aware that I am in a spritual process (eveyone is) I have been able to witness events happen in "my" life in a detached sort of way.

My hobby was sailing racing dinghys and I loved the thrill and excitement.

There is an expression "Your brother your killer" or that which gives you joy gives you pain.
So I was swimming in the Indian ocean, a beautiful calm sea.
Out of nowhere a very large wave crahed on me and sent me to the bottom in about 20ft of water.
, I hurt my shoulder badly,
I dident even get a chance to draw breath, I surfaced and immediately same again,
I just made it to the surface when I was hit by yet another wave and again hit the bottom, by now I was in a bad way.

I just relaxed totally and said to God well if this is it so be it.
I floated to the surface -- all was still again and I was rescued by two lifeguards.
If I had fought, strugled against what was then would I have drowned?
I dont know but there was no fear throughout.
Its all karma
That which you resist persists.
Like you Mudra I know this is my last incarnation at least in this world as it is now, 5th dimension I dont know about that.

With love Chris