what's up divinethread,
I was one of the people who read your thread and didn't post. I would have certainly, but as your question was technical and thoroughly answered (by Anchor I think) already, I felt no need to.
To me though, it sounds like something else might be bothering you. If you are still around, try asking a question about what you are feeling, seeing, hearing, experiencing, believing etc.... My guess is that the PA community will restore your faith.
peace and chicken grease
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