Re: My 1st out of body experience
it scares me only because it leavs questions i have no idear about.
My main concern realy is I'v some how gained 2 soul's into the one body in which case due to the timeing I could be shareing it with My father's? or if ppl who suicide get reincarnated as punishment to live a more F**ked up exsistence lol well I'm alittle scared I could eithen possiblely of been Him and now being punished for it.
Sound's crazy and phycotic I know I REALY DO! =D
In a way thing's seemed calmer when everything seemed new but at the same time i think i learnt concepts i shouldnt of have exsample
with in the week of this event My Mum was walking Me to school which was only a few house's down from where I was liveing and I was 5 at the time and saw a Magpie (its like a crow but has white on it too) on the road and I couldnt help but keep stareing at it and then suddenly allmost like in slow-mo I saw a tierd roll over it and it basicly burst into bits of red everywhere =/
I never been told about death at all befor this hell I didn't eithen know I had a dad till I was 8 so that experience didn't mean too much at this point but as soon as the bird was gone I understood I knew excatly what just had happen & while it was disturbing the fact the bird died didn't so much upset Me as the fact the Person whom killed it kept driveing to work or w/e didn't stop for a single onzce of remorse and more then likely speeded up and targeted the bird on purpose =/
That day was the first day I experience death, being a shamed of being a human, and the feeling of betrayal.
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