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ForsakenFalcon · 09-10-2008, 05:44 AM

Thanks for Your word's Andre.

& yes this place can be a brutal place indeed. Sadly like I'm assumeing quiet a few othere people. As a child I was very loveing and careing and optermistic and positive, but by the time I hit 12 and due to the experience's I was forced to face I started to have to distrust People in general and not geting motivated to wanting to help any one elles due to previous abuse.

I belive I was more spiritualy awake befor 12 because prior to that age I saw and heared many unexplaineable thing's & by age 12 I had to change to fight in (I'v allways lived in messed up neigbourhoods).

As for if I am Forsakened or not lol. All I can say is sometime's it would of been much easyer to live a mediocur life and have complete stabilitie.

09-10-2008, 05:44 AM	#4
ForsakenFalcon Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Hideing From The Clandestine Dark Suit's! Posts: 190	Re: Pretending to Sleep Thanks for Your word's Andre. & yes this place can be a brutal place indeed. Sadly like I'm assumeing quiet a few othere people. As a child I was very loveing and careing and optermistic and positive, but by the time I hit 12 and due to the experience's I was forced to face I started to have to distrust People in general and not geting motivated to wanting to help any one elles due to previous abuse. I belive I was more spiritualy awake befor 12 because prior to that age I saw and heared many unexplaineable thing's & by age 12 I had to change to fight in (I'v allways lived in messed up neigbourhoods). As for if I am Forsakened or not lol. All I can say is sometime's it would of been much easyer to live a mediocur life and have complete stabilitie.