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Hi,

Well this thread resonates with me as well. Since the seventies I got the feeling I was in the wrong time and the wrong place.
Mostly I learned about a diversity of skills and then went on and on. Only recently I discovered I wasn't in the wrong time
and after I moved I feel I am in the right place too.

All the skills I picked up seem to be of good use soon. Fortunately I have not been in drugs nor alcohol. The most frustrating
part for me was that I am only 'sensing' things while not being able to identify them as like 'seeing' or hearing' it.

As you all know it already is very difficult to discuss these things with others. However it's even more frustrating if you try
to discuss something like this not EXACTLY knowing what it is.

Something like , knowing ahead of the pack the right and wrong options but not always being able to detail it.
So after a while you stop doing it to avoid frustrating others but then you yourself are going to absorb the frustration ...

Now time changes, if some 'predictions' from feelings become true. In difficult times they don't care any longer how you got
to the result. So this lightens up a little ... however I can sense time is becoming more and more severe.

I think I understand the remark of dr. Deagle pretty well when he advices to keep a perfect mental balance.

Cheers