I too am considering my position within the forum, not because of the subscription fee as $30 is a small price to pay for something of real value.
My problem with the forum is that I don't 100% trust the information that is being fed to us by the Camelot "whisteblowers"; particularly StClair, Wilcock and Burisch. I also believe that the ideas promoted may become self-fulfilling prophecies.
I agree that positive thinking alone will not change the world for the better - however, a different way of thinking will. Our fictional world/society is beginning to crumble before our eyes, taking the many fictional things that we "beLIEve" in with it (e.g. money, governments, corporations, laws, religions, aliens, etc).
I see our best hope for the future here:
www.ringingcedars.com and here:
http://www.loveforlife.com.au/node/5259.
I wish all of you all the best.