[orthodoxymoron]

I have had a high-pitched tone in my ears, swimming seemingly alive points of light in my field of vision, and a general sense of tension and pressure...for most of my life. I get the feeling that the Powers That Be That I Cannot See don't want me to figure things out and then tell people about it. I equate this phenomenon with maintaining control and power...and restraining and hindering those with irrational exuberance. I could be wrong...but I'm sick of whatever is going on. I feel as though I am in a constant battle...which I am losing. I just feel as though we are Prisoners of War on a Prison Planet administered by a Reptilian Theocracy. I have no proof...but that's what it feels like to me. The answer, my friend, is ringing in the ears. The answer is ringing in the ears.

Namaste