olualakemi

this is olualakemi from palm coast - not so far from the space coast. i've been looking into this stuff for 20 years but distractions of life and difficulties of life have a way of side-tracking folks from dealing with the truth.
anyways, i;m here relocating from south carolina perhaps cause my folks are now pushihg 90 and i wanted to be here for them. my family is clueless and seems to want tor emain so altho i have my son in law is a cause for hope.
so here i am feeling rather vulnerable cause in carolina i at least lived in a community of conscious and aware people on land with water and wood and possibility for growing food.
seems that my ancestors want me to be here with the family to be here for them in the times ahead but sometimes it gets so frustrating knowing what i know and being ignored and considered a theorist of conspiracies - hystericl even my brother says.
well all i know is like credo mutwa the zulu shaman said conspiracies dont kill people and dont plan to depopulate the world and dont produce aids in biochem labe and .. y'all know what i'm talking about.
point is really though that i have been finally guided to rise above the gloom and doom scanarios by david wilcock's perspective on things and a growing awareness of our own power to create our future. but time like a river flows and wants to maintain its direction of flow and it's hard to change its direction without major energy. so although i rise above the gloom and doom it is still clear that i gotta be realistic in terms of plan b. yes we can and should be spiritual and pray and chant and visualize positive futures for sure but i agree with the folks of camelot project like i agree with the ancient prophet who said trust in god but tie your camel.
so enter the ground crew. i in truth feel vulnerable in this area and feel a sadness and anxiety for my family who's going on like nothing's really wrong, nothing negative's gonna happen to affect our life and lets follow the mainstream line until jesus comes back. sometimes i wonder if its worth it and if i shouldnot just get with like minded folks and leave them to their own devices but for now i gotta do what the spirit say do.
i am one of those guys who became a rebel at an early age and sort of dropped out and in so doing hurt myself in many ways cause although i have some amount of knowledge and skill i aint got much in terms of mhysical resources. i'm being very honest here - i got carpentry and gardening tools, skills journalism / publication, home health, home schooling, community development and above all am an apprentice in an ancient afrakan spiritual tradition that offers the spiritual skills we're gonna ned to survive like mediumship, ability to communicate with the spirits of nature and of those metaphysical beings and departed ancestrall spirits who oversee our life from higher dimensions and am learning and studying with a view to become welll qualified in these traditions. and the main thing i have learnt is that good character, community and the spiritual elevation of the community is the key to human survival.
so i do have some small gifts to offer and would like to reach out and connect with any and all who share similar visions of developing what i might call sacred community based on more than mere survival but on the spititual foundations of the periennial philosophy and wisdom of the ages that is the true essence of survival - the survival and transcendence of consciousness.
please forgive if i have went on rather long; its a releif to be finally able to reach out and communicate with folks who have a clue and have a concern with creating sustainable communities.
so if any of this finds resonance with the vibration of your hearts please contact me and maybe we can take it from there.
peace and blessings.