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Shellie · 09-20-2008, 01:54 AM

Know what sucks about being an Indigo? Is that yes, you feel like a worthless piece of s*** most of the time, yet spiritually you get this nagging feeling that doesn't go away... There is this horrible, horrible feeling that THERE IS A REASON that Indigoes are suddenly popping up. They are here to change things. And for some unknown reason, you signed up for this. But you just can't figure out what you are supposed to do? What are you here for? I've always had this awful feeling that something or someone is going to flip a switch, that will be the breaking point of the paradigm, and I'll suddenly remember what it was I was supposed to do here.

Indigoes are not the only ones here... the crystals are right behind. But they don't have the anger, the rage, and the instability we have. And that makes me wonder: are we the expendable pawns on the front line? Are we programmed to be the violent rebels? I would love to see the world once it's been flipped back to the way it's supposed to be. But I don't feel it is the Indigoes that will inherit it. Sure, we'll be the ones to lift and carry it all.. and we'll get squashed in the process.

09-20-2008, 01:54 AM	#169
Shellie Banned Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Austin, Texas Posts: 267	Re: call for indigo children Know what sucks about being an Indigo? Is that yes, you feel like a worthless piece of s*** most of the time, yet spiritually you get this nagging feeling that doesn't go away... There is this horrible, horrible feeling that THERE IS A REASON that Indigoes are suddenly popping up. They are here to change things. And for some unknown reason, you signed up for this. But you just can't figure out what you are supposed to do? What are you here for? I've always had this awful feeling that something or someone is going to flip a switch, that will be the breaking point of the paradigm, and I'll suddenly remember what it was I was supposed to do here. Indigoes are not the only ones here... the crystals are right behind. But they don't have the anger, the rage, and the instability we have. And that makes me wonder: are we the expendable pawns on the front line? Are we programmed to be the violent rebels? I would love to see the world once it's been flipped back to the way it's supposed to be. But I don't feel it is the Indigoes that will inherit it. Sure, we'll be the ones to lift and carry it all.. and we'll get squashed in the process.