[Zynox]

CO,

Absolutely spot on my friend, in my experience. Things like child abuse, relationship heart-break and trauma, sexual abuse, any strong attachment that is severed ...

In my case, I recall being a boy of six and was a little quicker to get my schoolwork done in class than most, and turned to being a class clown, as might be common for we Leos (both points quick and looking for attention, full of excess fire energy)?

The teacher, burned in my psyche, was named Mrs. Mendenhall ... she shoved me under her desk and then sat in the chair and while initially in fright and humiliation, I moved beyond those emotions to become incensed with the injustice. I recall the wrinkled pantyhose ensconcing her chubby ankles, I remember the black shoes that smelled disciplinary, ahhhh ... yet now, I am not sure the imprint is flushed, but I feel I remember without emotion, no fear, no disgust, no compassion either, I have not advanced there, so maybe something lingers, I don't hate or even dislike, just haven't pulled myself up to compassion for her ....

Then I remember walking home, in blue overalls, taking the note out, putting it back in my pocket, reading it, feeling ashamed of the certificate of badness that I was forced to have my parents sign, and it was the longest walk of my life, lasting eons, distortions of time ... for a boy, of six.

This was one of several points of impact, though I don't have a handle on which fractured my soul, and which components have re-integrated, I don't 'bother' with those details, which are tags, labels, Cartesian coordinates, for me ...

~ namaste ~